Change Your Fate

Chapter X

Perrie's POV

"Mean Girls?" Zayn holds up the all too familiar DVD box with Lindsay Lohan in the middle. God, I love this movie so much. It's like the bible under the movies.

"Why are you even asking?" I say, as I grab the DVD out of his hands. I put it in the DVD player, and press the start button. "Ready for a movie night?" Movie nights with Zayn are always fun, mostly we don't see much of the movie but I get to see way better things.

He pulls his strong, tattooed arms around me and lays me on the couch. He climbs on top of me, and pulls his head closer to me. I look into the beautiful eyes I fell in love with. Just before I want to crash my lips on his , he turns his head away, and climbs off my lap. He settles himself next to me. Confused, I look at him. What the hell was that.

He sees me watching him, and laughs. "I don't want to miss a part of the movie. I just got distracted by your great lips."

He bites his lip and pulls his hand trough his hair. He looks sexy like this. But if he thinks he can make me emotionally unstable, he's wrong. Well, actually he's right but never would I admit that.

I roll my eyes. "Not that I wanted to kiss you anyway." I say. Great comeback Perrie, that was a smart one. But besides a great comeback, it was also very nice acted. I deserve an oscar. Of course I want to kiss him, my desire for him is always present, like an eternal burning flame. But admitting that is just the way it is with admitting he's hot, you'll hear  it forever. He'll be like 'you once said I'm hot, now I can rub it in your face any time I want'.

Zayn laughs and lays his arm around me. "Okay okay, you're too sassy for me. I can't compare to you."

"Well, it took you some time to discover it, but it's all forgiven because you're man enough to admit it." I say, and stick out my tongue.

"Your tongue ..." he says, "is like an invitation. I thought you didn't want to kiss me."

"Zayn, now it's enough." I say, giving him a warning glare.

We both laugh. Then we stay silent until Cady appears completely wrong dressed at the Halloween themed party, and we start a discussion over what we'd do when that would happen to one of us. Zayn says he'd leave the party immediately, hoping no one has seen him. I would go to the bathroom and fix what is able to fix, and have a great night and ignore the strange glares. 

I can't convince Zayn by saying that your looks aren't that important to have a great night. Goddamn, if you talk about stubborn. There are a hundred reasons why I am right, not he.

He must have noticed the grumpy look in my eyes, and starts laughing. "Look at us, we're acting like we're ten."

I turn my head to him, and pull off the top I was wearing. "Oh yes?" I smirk. "Would a ten year old do this to you?"

I shouldn't have drunk, we're acting like two thirsty teenagers. But honestly, I do really like this side of my relationship with Zayn.

He rubs my cheek with his thumb. "I don't think so."

...

I wake up and it's still dark. I notice I'm completely naked, my body is covered in only sheets. Next to me lays Zayn, his eyes are closed. His breathing makes me calm. So calm I almost fall asleep, again. Almost.

A feeling of sudden happiness washes over me. Here, laying in bed with Zayn, I have everything I need. It's not much, but it's everything I'll ever need. Of course I need my family, my sisters aka Jesy, Jade, and Leigh, my pets ... But I don't think you can compare one love to another. Towards, Leigh-Anne for example I feel completely different love than towards Jonnie. And towards Jonnie I feel completely different love than towards Zayn. I could go on for hours. As I think about it, I feel towards no one the same love. Yet this makes my love for someone not less, just different.

I said it exactly the way I feel.

One love can't be compared to another. The feeling never feels the same. This makes the love for someone not less, it's just different.

I know myself, I won't stop thinking about this. So there are no chances of getting back to sleep again. But it's okay this time. This thought isn't unpleasant, it's even nice to think about.

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Author's Note: Hello y'all! We wanted to thank you for the amount of reads, it's amazing! Before we started this fanfiction we never had thought we would achieve this, so this is completely unexpected (in a good way) and it makes us veeeery happy! We hope you enjoyed this Chapter X. Zerrie before the accident was so cute tho, unfortunately there's nothing left ... Please comment and vote, it would mean so much! Advices are always welcome too, so don't be afraid to give your opinion haha :) Sorry for making this ridiculous long lol. -- @SaluteSelena and @jesymix14