Change Your Fate

Chapter 11

one week later

Jesy's POV

It's been a week since we rang Liam's door bell, and we still haven't heard anything from him. Not a call, not a message... Nothing.

I know a week isn't that long, but I'm growing impatient. I want, no, I need to meet Tulisa. If I have to believe Jade, she meant so much to us and our carrier. I think she's the right person to help us, just like she did during X-Factor.

Okay, there's a big chance she doesn't even remember us, but if she doesn't, we need to make her remember us.

Jade can bring her notebook, or sing a couplet of Cannonball. Jade could also talk about the dinner we, apparently, had together. Or she could talk about one of the many laughs we shared.

Since Leigh, Perrie and I don't remember anything, we completely depend on Jade. We don't add anything in this mystery. We can't do anything but wait for Jade to remember something.

"Earth to Jesy? Our Starbucks arrived." Jordan says, as he impatiently gestures to our cups filled with coffee.

I groan. I really need to get my problems and Tulisa out of my head. Jordan is probably getting annoyed with me and my constant pondering.

"I'm sorry love. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts, I didn't notice."

A deep wrinkle appears on his forehead, he looks so worried this way.

We both stay silent until he places his hand on mine. "Babe, you think too much about your problems. I know, you have a shit load of them right now but please try to relax. I think that if I just let you contemplate things, they might actually get worse and that's not what I, nor you, want. Time will heal your wounds, and if not? Hell, I will even heal your wounds. Until I see your beautiful smile again."

I need to replay his words a few times in my head, before I get what he just said. 'Time will heal your wounds, and if not? Hell, I will even heal your wounds.'

A smile which I can't hide, appears on my face. 'Until I see your beautiful smile again."

"That's what I want want to see." Jordan says. "You have the fucking most beautiful smile I've ever seen."

"Jordan, you don't know how much this means to me." I tell him. His hand is still placed on mine, and I don't want him to pull it away. I feel so safe when he touches me.

Well, if he touches me this way.

If he touches me in other ways, I feel something completely different ...

Never mind. Forget what I just said.

"I love you." he whispers. He pulls away his hand, and grabs his cup of coffee. "We should drink our coffee, before it gets cold."

I smile, he's an expert in creating romantic moments to ruin it right after. Like that time when he reserved a place in an expensive fancy restaurant but his reservation went wrong so they didn't have a place for us. After explaining and still trying to get a place, we ate something at McDonalds and I had one of the best nights ever.

"Yes, that would be a disaster." I tease him.

"Exactly. It would be a waste of our money which we could have spent on more important things." his smile fades into a grin. "Like lingerie for you."

"Jordan!" I shout, shocked. Did he actually say that?

Jordan bursts into laughter as the tears well up in his eyes. He hits his hand a few times against the table.