Change Your Fate

Chapter 18

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Perrie's POV

I've decided to completely turn all my attention to Little Mix. I know that, even though we're friends, it's not like it used to be. When someone asks me who I'd take with me to a deserted island, I would without a doubt say Leigh-Anne. But that's not right. I didn't even think of Jesy or Jade and that's a bad thing. I'm supposed to think really hard about those three girls and then decide that I rather die than choose between them. Which is not the case right now.

But that's going to change.

Putting down my phone, I decide to make myself coffee, black with just a little bit of sugar. I hate the taste but the smell of it makes me feel so warm inside. It gives me a nostalgic feeling, one I can't really describe.

Leigh is God knows where, planning God knows what. She's probably with Jordan or figuring out what she needs to do. Last night she was going crazy over it and even accidentally knocked down a lamp. What is it with us, always knocking down and breaking things? But basically, I'm all alone.

Jade told me I used to live with her and then I moved in with- nevermind. No need to think about it anymore, I'm past it and I'm feeling happy about my decision.

It's a shame we don't all live together, that could bring us closer to each other.

Wait.

That's it.

Living together would bring us a little bit closer, it would take our friendship to the next step. It wouldn't solve the problem, but I can at least try ... Where would we even live? Definitely not this crappy hotel, that's for sure.

I don't get it, we make loads of money almost everyday but we live in this craphole. Maybe it's time this changes and I'm sure Leigh-Anne will agree. Speaking of Leigh-Anne ... I better ask her this before I take any drastic actions.

Sipping my coffee, I speed dial her number and wait until she answers.

"Perrie, is anything wrong? Do I need to come home?"

I sigh, she was still concerned about me. But I kind of brought that on myself. "No, Leigh, nothing is wrong. I just wanted to ask you a question."

"Sure, ask."

I fumble with the keys in front of me on the table. "I was wondering, you know, if it is possible to ... If we can ... you see, there's a ... I think we should ..."

"Perrie, just spill it."

"I think we should move out," I say in one breath and prepare myself for Leigh-Anne's reaction but instead, she giggles.

"Why this sudden spontaneous idea?"

I sigh in relief. "I just think we need a better place, something closer to work and ... perhaps move in with Jade and Jesy."

Leigh was quiet for a while but finally answers.

"That doesn't sound too bad. It might even be fun."