➳ Mistakes || WillNE

Cold Interlude

31/03/17- 0 days a/b (after breakup)

It's all over.
Everything we worked for.
Destiny. Fate. Fuck it all.
She can go FUCK HERSELF.
She's a liar.
She used me.
She never cared for me.

'Me and you, Will? We're together by fate, destiny; it's written in the stars. Nothing will stop us.'

Lies.
She LIED.

Why is she always the one to leave me?
Why the fuck did I let her back in?

Was it those gorgeous eyes I could stare into for hours?
Her happy little contagious laughter?
Or just everything about her?

I'll fucking show her.
I'll work harder than I ever have.
I'll have everything she's ever fucking wanted.

She'll regret the day she broke up with me.

I already regret it.

I loved her.
I love her.

Can I ever stop loving her?
Will my heart ever stop betraying every other emotion in me?

I feel like I'm unravelling.
Like she's the string holding me together.

But it snapped.
She cut it.
She burnt it.
Destroyed it.
Crushed it.

I'm falling apart without her.

But I can't rely on anybody else to pick up the pieces.
To tie me back up to the rest of me.

She broke my heart.

This choice that she made, the text she sent, it was a giant fucking mistake.

Mistakes were made.

And those memories we remade together?

Fuck them.
Fuck everything.
Fuck Cas.

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in case you haven't got it yet, this is will's pov the day cas broke up with him and how he's feeling

double update tonight! next chapter will be up shortly x