➳ Mistakes || WillNE

10. Morning After, Part 1

16/04/18 - 1 year, 2 weeks, 2 days a/b (after breakup)

Where was I?
Jesus, my head was fucking pounding.
What was I laying on?

My vision was so blurred. And what was that damn taste in my mouth?

What the hell was on my chest?

My vision slowly cleared, and I saw cold McDonalds fries on my chest.

"Let's go get some fucking McDonalds!" Will yelled, slurring heavily.

We were all stood out of the club as it had just closed. The night wasn't really that young, but we didn't want to go home. We weren't ready to go home.

Alex and I cheered in agreement and stumbled to the nearest McDonalds, which was about 10 minutes away. We filled the streets with our drunken laughter as we went.

We had struggled to order, and the cashier was pretty fed up. Couldn't blame her honestly, it was almost 4am.

"I want...mmmh...Will, what do you want?"

"I'll...mm...I'll have chips,"

"No burger?"

"Burger - a big one. McBig Burger? McMac?"

The cashier sighed.
"Big Mac?"

Will grinned and slapped the counter, his eyes glassy but his smile beaming.

"That's the one!"

Speaking of Will, I was laying on him. His face was covered in tomato ketchup, and Alex was on the floor.

Alex was covered in drawings of penises.

"Shh! Shh Will!" I giggled drunkenly, stumbling to my room and getting 2 black markers.

Will smiled mischievously and took Alex's shirt off, drawing penises and writing, or instead scribbling, nonsensical words.

I drew on a uni brow and several cocks on his face.

I chuckled silently at the vague memory. Alex was going to hate us when he woke up, though.

I brushed the chips off of my boobs before sitting up slightly. Will began to stir and groaned quietly as I sat up on the sofa.

"Morning, Will," I whispered.

"Morning..." he slowly looked around him, whispering," What the fuck happened?"

Will saw Alex and grinned to himself, laughing almost silently.

"We got wrecked, went to McDonalds, came back, drew on Alex and fell asleep. At least, that's what I remember," I whispered back to him, and he nodded. "I'll go get us some paracetamol, I assume you're hungover too,"

"Yeah."

I slowly got up, ignoring my throbbing head and turning stomach, and went to the bathroom to get us some paracetamol.

The toilet was full of sick. What the fuck.

"Fuck, Will!" I threw up, and he held my hair back. We had all thrown up at least once, with Alex preferring the sink instead of the toilet.

"Feeling any better, Cas?" he gently rubbed my back and looked out of the bathroom, seeing the balcony.

"How about we sit out there, get you some fresh air? I think Alex is asleep, anyway," he smiled, and I agreed. Will helped me up and supported me as we walked to the balcony, although in his drunken state we were struggling quite badly.

I simply had some cheap metal chairs and a metal table to match, but it was so silent and lovely.

"It's a cold night, but it's nice," Will smiled to himself.

"I've always loved cold nights. I remember the night we originally got together was a cold night, too," I reminisced, and he gently held my hand.

"I think of that night a lot," he gently stroked the back of my hand.

"Me too. It's a nice memory,"

"Mhmm."

He looked at me from across the table. Influenced by alcohol, we slowly moved closer. We would never do that sober, or at least that's what I was trying to rationalise it as. Just knowing that meant I wasn't that drunk.

We kissed.
Will and I had reunited in a way that we hadn't in over a year.

"We can't, Will,"

"Why, Cas? Why can't we go back to the way things were?"

"Because it doesn't change the fact that you live in London, and I live here. Plus, hello, your girlfriend?"

He let out a defeated sigh.

"Let's just do some shots and forget this ever happened, yeah?" I suggested, getting up. He followed me inside.

The rest of the night was a blur.

I knew I couldn't mention any of that to Will. I didn't want to talk or anything, and we tried to forget for a reason.

We couldn't be together.

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