Luke:
You say that you need me
I don’t deserve it but I love that you love me, good
When you broke down in tears one day because Luke had to leave for another six months, he felt so guilty he came to the conclusion you deserved better than him. Of course you did not agree on that, and you made sure he knew how much you need him in your life, even if it’s only through video chats and phone calls.
Calum:
I’m hard to love, hard to love
No, I don’t make it easy
I couldn’t do it if I stood where you stood
You never complained about being without Calum for months on end, and most people found that odd but Cal was actually quite impressed. Yes, there were rough times where you really needed him around, but you always managed to get through it even when he was on the other side of the world. Calum admired you for your strength, knowing he probably wouldn’t stick around if someone chose their job over him.
Michael:
I am a short fuse, I am a wrecking ball
Crashing into your heart like I do
More than anything, the relationship between you and Michael is challenging. Not only because of the distance, but mainly because he is capable of bring out the best, but also the worst in you. Everyone around you tries their hardest to convince you your relationship is not right, and there might be some truth to that because all you seem to do is argue over things that don’t even matter. But their opinions are irrelevant because you also know you and Michael love each other more than anything.
Ashton:
Girl, you’ve given me a million second chances
And I don’t ever wanna take you for granted
Sometimes you felt slightly unappreciated by Ashton, especially after all the things you did for him. On those days you would just talk to him, about literally everything. And he would realize that he indeed sometimes forgot to tell you how much you actually mean to him, simply because he thought you already knew that. He would spend the next couple of days treating you better, making sure you felt wanted.
