Lost Soul

Rooftop

Moe's pov

I'm sitting in my room my mind racing with all the possibilities of the conversation I'm about to have with Y/n. I must've read her text about a hundred times wondering if she was serious about meeting me or not. I take a deep breath and head up to the roof and I see Y/n standing there and I slowly walk over to her.

"Talk" she states but I don't say anything and she turns around and looks me in the eyes, I can feel my heart beat going a million miles an hour.

"Damn It Morgan! If you're not going to say shit then I'm leaving, I knew I shouldn't have let her talk me into letting you explain yourself" she says angrily as she walks past me. I quickly grab her wrist and turn her around and kiss her and she kisses back but I guess she realizes what she was doing because she shoves me back a little and I can see the tears streaming down her face.

"Y/n I'm so so so sorry about everything. There's just so much you don't know and I don't know-" she cuts me off

"Morgan if you don't tell me why you cheated on me right now then I don't want you talking to me ever again" she says crossing her arms looking down.

"I was protecting you" I say

"Protecting me? From what? Because if you wanted to protect me you wouldn't have cheated on me and broken me" she finished quietly.

"When you were in the hospital after getting shot, I left to go get food and when I came back Jaelene was there and she threatened to kill you if I didn't do what she wanted. And what she wanted was for me to break your heart, she blamed you for being the reason she got kicked off the team. And I know it was stupid of me to actually go through with what she said to do but I was scared because if she could get into your room at the hospital what was stopping her from finding you now and hurting you." I say

"Well if she wanted to hurt me she had the perfect opportunity to do so today. We ran into each other today and we had a chat" she says

"Did she hurt you?" I ask quickly

"No."

"Ok good. But that's the truth that's why I did it and I know I'm an idiot, I've been told that by pretty much the whole team. Y/n I'm so sorry I was just trying to do what I thought was best in the situation" I say

"I understand that but what would've been best for that situation is you calling the cops." She says and I looked down. I hear her sigh

"Look Moe" I look up in hope

"You broke my trust when you could've just been honest with me. I'm not going to say that I forgive you because what you did was unacceptable. I think we need some time apart, maybe see other people? I don't know but what I do know is that I can't just jump back into a relationship with you and act like everything is normal because it's not." She says

"But what if I don't want to see other people because I know that you're the one that I want" I say

"Well then you just have to give it time" she says looking at me. I look down as I hear her walk away. I don't want to give it time.

Y/n's pov

I walk to moms room and I knock seconds later Ash opens the door and I walk in flopping down on the bed.

"Okayyyy what's up?" Mom asks and I just shrug

"I don't know everything really" I say

"Very vague Y/n" Ash says

"I talked to Moe" I say

"Why would you do that?" Mom says

"Because I wanted to know the real reason as to why she cheated" I say