My Unofficial Girlfriend (JENLISA - COMPLETED)

11. Complicated

*AT THE POOL*

After everyone done chilling and left the pool, Nayeon pulled Jennie arm when Jennie was about to get up from the pool. Jennie then stopped and looked at her confusedly

"Jen, can we talk?" Nayeon said and Jennie nodded

"How is lisa? Does she love you?" Nayeon asked

"Why are you asking? Does it concern you?" Jennie asked bluntly

"It does, because...I still love you Jennie" Nayeon said with her eyes looking straight into Jennie eyes. Jennie heart started to beat faster after hearing it. Jennie was silent. Didn't know how respon Nayeon and after a long second

"And if you think I'm cheating on you, I've never do that Jen. I'm so drunk that time, I was unconscious with what I did, because I miss you so much, you know how hurt I was when you decided to move to New Zealand, and how much I begged you to stay but you didn't even care" Nayeon added sadly

"I'm sorry Nayeon, I'm sorry for leaving" Jennie said

"I know Lisa is courting you now, you are not officially dating her and I know we are nothing than just a friends but something is keep pulling me Jennie.. I want you back" Nayeon said looking at Jennie eyes hopefully

Theres a long pause before Jennie give her answer

"I'm sorry" Jennie said weakly

"Uhmm its okay Jen, I know I have make mistake. But are you really dating her? You love her ? Please let me know~" Nayeon asked curiously

"I don't really know how to describe it. Love is the most beautiful lie for me. Even though you said you didn't cheat, but you still slept with her, right?" Jennie said coldly

"I'm sorry Jennie I'm sorry I wish I could take it all back, please give me a chance, please come back to me, please forgive me Jen" Nayeon begged while grabbed Jennie hands her and crying

"Sorry I can't Nayeon ah. Don't ask me why, there's no reason other than I got tired of loving someone. I just can't take it, all the pain you give me. I gotta go Nayeon, see you again" Jennie said as let go of her and leaving Nayeon 

"I will do anything to get you back to how we used to be Jennie" Nayeon murmured

(Short FlashBack)

♥JENNIE POV♥

Things got a little more complicated in my head. The worst battle is between what you know and what you feel. I know that Nayeon is someone I can never forget and the feeling I may have for Lisa. Is still not enough to realize is it a love or just a lust. She makes me feel like I was having a heart attack just by touching me. My body feels weak every time she kisses me. I have never gotten so lost in a kiss before. I shook my head as trying to clear my mind.

I finished my meeting and stepped into my room. I lay down on the soft couch in my office. Closed my eyes and trying to make my body relax. It was lunch time, everyone had already left to get their lunch. I grab my phone from the table, and staring at it. Thinking about what happened last night when Lisa called me late at night. Honestly. Something was bothered me.

"Tell me that you don't love her anymore"

"Let's sleep Lisa, you're drunk"

"Just tell me the words Jennie and I will fight for you"

"Lisa let's go to the bed. You're drunk" A girls voice called Lisa from behind