Alone With My Thoughts | Jikook

Chapter 1. Jennie!?

Jimin felt the piercing stare of the younger while he practiced his dance for Lie. He pretended he didn't notice the boy staring at him and continued practicing every once in a while lifting up his shirt to wipe his sweat making the younger lick his lips. The other members had noticed the Maknaes behaviour towards Jimin and always made jokes about it. Making the two boys blush madly.

The members were all sitting at the table talking about Jimins dance. "He is really hard working isn't he?" Taehyung commented staring at Jimin while he went over it from the top again. "Yeah...hes really something!" Jungkook laughed still staring. Yoongi was staring at Jungkook along with Jin. They both giggled at him. Well Yoongi sorta snorted.

Jimin walked over to the table and sat beside Jungkook gulping down his water. Jungkook put up his hand for a high five. Jimin gladly high fived him there fingers intertwining without them even noticing but everyone else noticed they found there relationship adorable.

"That was amazing" Jungkook praised. Jimin smiled and blushed rubbing the back of his neck "Thank you! I want to impress ARMY!" Jimin beamed. He stood up and walked out to the balcony needing some fresh air. He went to the edge of the balcony and leaned against it watching all the people walk past some noticed and waved others shot finger hearts which he shot back happy to communicate with ARMY in any way possible.

He had been over working himself a lot lately wanting all his performances to be amazing. He wanted to make army proud he didn't care how tired he was. "I have to stop watching porn and go to bed earlier" he laughed to himself. Namjoon walked out to the Balcony and walked up to Jimin noticing all the ARMY's that made quick interaction and walked away. They didn't want to make any member feel overwhelmed Namjoon couldn't help but smile showing his deep dimple and shooting many finger hearts and one huge full body heart.

"Jimin" he sighed. Jimin turned to face Namjoon. "Yes, hyung?" Jimin questioned. "Jungkook wants to tell us all something. He said it's important." Namjoon sighed as Jimin nodded and followed him back into the studio but not before waving goodbye to all the passerbys. "Good" Jungkook sighed as he seen everyone was waiting patiently for the news. "Okay well we have decided that it would be best to tell you guys now instead of later..." Jungkook sighed. "We?" Jimin asked slightly confused. Jungkook looked at him sadly. He didn't want this but he didn't want to hurt her...

"I have a girlfriend..." Jungkook sighed you could hear the sadness in his voice as he tried to cover it as best as possible. Jimin froze he felt like he couldn't move like he was paralysed. Like someone had stabbed him in the chest. He felt his eyes water and everyone's cheers faded all he could hear was his heart. The pain took him over. He closed his eyes trying to hide the tears. He needs to know his best friend is happy for him not sad. "Jimin?" He heard a familiar voice call out.

He opened his eyes quickly and let out a sad smile. "I-im happy for you, Kookie...." Jimin sighed hugging his best friend. Jungkook knew it hurt him. The boy he loves was hurting because he couldn't turn down a girl. "Why do I get so awkward around girl!? Look what it has caused!" He thought to himself.

Jimin felt a hand on his back as he turned around he seen it was Taehyung. He quickly spun around and hugged him tightly. "Who's the lucky girl" Jimin sighed in defeat voice muffled by Taehyungs shirt. "Its Jennie" Jungkook sighed. "Lucky" he muttered to himself. Once Jimin thought all the members were busy he sprinted to the bathroom. Taehyung and Jungkook looked at each other in confusion.

Jungkook kept an eye on the bathroom door and around five minutes later a bang was heard. Jungkook rushed to the door as Jimin opened it his leg was bleeding and something was broken on the floor. "What happened!?" Jungkook yelled concern all over his voice. Jimin awkwardly laughed. "I was about to open the door buuuut I tripped and broke something..." Jimins face grew red from embarrassment.

'As if I could tell him I was crying so much I couldn't see and bashed into the expensive vase and broke it'

Jungkook wrapped Jimins left arm around his neck as he allowed Jimin to use him as support as they walked. Namjoon ran up to them as he seen the blood on Jimins leg "What happened are you Okay?" Namjoon yelled as Jin ran out of the practice room. Jimin laughed "Yeah I just tripped and landed on something! I hope it wasn't valuable" he laughed trying to lighten the mood.

Jin came back with a first aid kit and sat Jimin down treating it. "I'm sorry Kookie" Jimin sighed smiling. "Why?" Jungkook replied confused. "Well this is your big day! You just told us about...your. Girlfriend.. And I went and managed to get myself hurt!" Jimin laughed pain evident in his voice. "Don't apologize for that Jiminie!" Jungkook laughed playfully punching his arm.

Once Jin finished treating Jimins wound Jimin jumped up and limped over to the music speaker and played lie as he started dancing. "Jimin! What the fuck!?" Jin yelled turning off the music causing Jimin to stop. Hoseok couldn't help but let out a small laugh. "What?" Jimin asked in confusion. "You were bleeding literally a minute ago and now your dancing!? You haven't stopped dancing since you got here! You need a break especially after what happened to your leg!" Jin yelled authority in his voice.

"But Hyu-" Jimin was cut off as Jungkook jumped in "Jimin-ssi please...take a break and eat!" Jungkook sighed. As Jimin pouted and slumped over to his seat as he began to watch Hoseok practice listening to Taehyung yell and cheer. Jimin envied there relationship and hoped that he would one day have that, with Jungkook. He now knew that would never happen he has a girlfriend to do all that with... A single tear escaped Jimins eye as he thought of Jungkook making out with Jennie and taking it a step further.

He shut his eyes trying to think of something else as that same pain in his chest returned. "I'm sorry, I can't be happy for you Kookie..." Jimin thought to himself.