Alone With My Thoughts | Jikook

Chapter 8. Explain

"What would you do? If you woke up and I wasn't here!??" Jimin yelled frustrated.

"What are you talking about?"

"Nothing" Jimin sighed. Pulling down his sleeves making sure nothing was visible.

Jungkook watched Jimin pull down his sleeves and grabbed his arms turning Jimin back to face him the contact making Jimin yelp.

"Jimin." Jungkook sternly replied while Jimin just whinsed, his arm in pain.

"Jimin are you sick?" Jungkook questioned again seriously. Jimin shook his head. "As if. I'm just clumsy."

Jungkook stared at the boy. "M-my arm" Jimin pleaded trying to pry Jungkooks hand off. Jungkook glared at Jimin before releasing his wrist and turning from the boy.

Jimin sighed. "Kookie.."

"Kookie..I don't want to hurt you..I'm sorry"

Jungkook just sniffled.

"Look at me Kookie. I'm sorry. I'm not me but I'm trying to fix it. I promise."

Jungkook turned around. "What's wrong with you?"

Jimin looked down. "I-i don't know..."

Jimin felt two arms wrap around his fragile body taking him by surprise. Jimin hugged him back putting his head into the crook of the youngers neck.

He couldn't lie. No matter what, he craved hugs from the male. Girlfriend or not.

"Jin hyung needs a break."

"What?" Jungkook asked. "Jin hyung. I'll cook dinner today he always does." Jimin jumped up and smiled sadly.

Jungkook nodded and watched Jimin leave for the kitchen.

Jimin entered the kitchen and leaned on the counter thinking of what to cook.

"Kimchi stew?" Jimin questioned before pausing then nodding beginning to make the food.

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I watched Jimin leave for the kitchen once he was out of sight I could breathe again. "He's hiding something.." I muttered under my breath.

'Come on does he really think I'm that dense? Why is he only distancing from me? I don't want to lose our 7 year friendship..'

'I won't give up that easy! No! I won't let my Mochi leave me so easily! Determination!'

'When did this all start? He was fine until I uh.. Until I. Wait. What did I do? Was it something I did. I don't remember..'

'Ugh! When did he stop acting fine? Or was he ever truly fine? Um.. Should I ask him? No! I will talk to Jin hyung when they get back. Jin will be here earlier as he will think he is the one cooking. BoI wAs He WrOnG!'

'Jimin..I'm worried about you..I hope Jin hyung kn-'

"NO NAMJOON! I SWEAR TO THE GODS WHO GAVE ME THIS FACE. WHY DON'T YOU GO FUCK TAEHYUNG THEN!" A screech was heard as the door swung open.

"Jin, baby.. Please calm down.. I only agreed that Taehyung was gorgeous I never said he was more handsome than you!" Namjoon reasoned.

"I DON'T CARE. I SHOULD BE THE ONLY GORGEOUS MAN IN YOUR EYES! EVERYONE ELSE SHOULD BE TOADS! DO YOU RESPECT OUR RELATIONSHIP??" Jin yelled incredibly fast shaking his head repeatedly.

"Of course I value our relationship! I love you!"

"Then get on your knees."

Namjoon eyes widened. "J-jin.."

"AND PRAY TO THE GODS THAT GAVE ME THIS FACE! BEG FOR THERE FORGIVENESS!" Jin screeched.

Namjoon sucked in his lips to avoid laughing and nodded getting on his knees and chanting a prayer.

"Oh holy Gods.
I have sinned against Jins beautiful face.
I called another man gorgeous.
I didn't imagine a toad.
I offended our worldwide handsome.
Our car door guy.
Our third guy from the left.
Our eomma Jin.
Our Lord and saviour Jin.
Our worldwide shoulders Jin.
Please forgive my sins."

Jin nodded with a proud face. "I forgive you!" Jin smiled as Namjoon jumped up and hugged the older. Causing Jin to laugh. Until Jungkook cleared his throat.

"Yah! We are in the middle of something!" Jin yelled jokingly.

"Okay Joonie let go I have to make the dinner."

"No you don't." Jungkook interrupted while Jin just looked at him confused.
"Jimins making dinner he insisted you needed a break." Jin just nodded happily.

Namjoon stumbled into the kitchen once he found out Jin wasn't cooking. "Jiminie~ You love me what are you cooking?~"

Jimin looked at Namjoon and sighed smiling. "Kimchi stew"

Namjoon eyes widened "Ohhhhhhh! Can I try some? Please~"

Jimin nodded making room for Namjoon to have a taste. Who quickly ran to Jimins side. He quickly grabbed a spoon and tasted the good.

"Wow Jimin! You should cook more this is delicious!" Namjoon laughed reaching for more until his hand was swatted away. "Heyyyy" Namjoon whinned.

"No more until dinner!" Jimin laughed oddly his eyes didn't turn to crescents once he smiled.

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"Jin hyung?" Jungkook called receiving a hum in response.
"I want to talk." Jungkook wondered while Jin took the seat beside him.

"Jimin..."

"hyung." Jin shot.

"Jimin hyung has been acting strange...The tint in his eyes. I can't see that anymore..a-and he flinches whenever I touch him..like when I grabbed his wrist he freaked out and begged me to let go.." Jin just nodded thinking his lips curled as his eyes slightly rolled raising his eyebrows.

"He has been acting strange but he might just be stressed for the tour. Give him some time. He might relax after the tour starts or he just needs someone to calm his stress." Jin announced. While Jungkook just nodded.

"That would make some sense I guess." Jungkook claimed. Jin extended his arm and ruffled Jungkooks hair. "Don't worry our dear little brat."

Jungkook just giggled.

"Kookie biscuit? I was wondering."

"Kookie biscuit? What kinda name is that? Say it again and I will steal your pillows" Jungkook snickered.

"I don't know. I'm hungry!" Jin laughed.

Jungkook shot his infamous bunny smile.

"I was wondering."

"Hmm"

"How did you and Jennie date? Or even get to see each other?"

Jungkook just gulped and looked away. "O-oh! Would you look at that! I-its getting late!"

"Its 5pm."

"S-so late!"

"Yah! You brat! Tell your hyung! I raised you since you were 15! I helped you with your homework and thought you so many dad jokes! Since you seen my face so much thats obviously how you became such a handsome young man!" Jin bickered.

Jungkook just sighed in defeat. "Fine.."