Toxic Chaos

Painfully Beautiful Pt. 3

We lay down on the sofa, just you and me, us two. Like there's nobody else in this world. It's dark but the light from the laptop playing 13 Reasons Why lights up just enough so I can see your face.

You look perfect. I love your lips, your soft light brown hair, hazel eyes as you claim with an exquisite emerald and your insanely high cheekbones and beautiful smile.

We have no idea what the time is, it doesn't even matter. You pull me closer and swipe my soft curls from my face, I ask if I should pull them up, and you tell me you like my hair down more, and the world stops for a half of a second as you gently put your hand on my cheek and that makes me smile. I always do that. Then you kiss me like you always do. The start is slow but after a few seconds we fall so deep in it that there's no coming back.

I want to stay in your arms forever, I want to stay in this moment forever, so I try to memorize it exactly. I hope this never stops, as in you and me, as in us.