Dying hope

Chapter 22: Feeling Alive

It's been an hour for Beca as she watched Chloe sleep beside her peacefully. After they both came, Chloe immediately passed out on Beca. To say Beca was smug would be an understatement. There was no doubt in her mind that she was way better than Tom when it comes to sex. Beca can't even believe that she's with a girl as amazing as Chloe is. She would have never thought she would end up this happy. I guess she's always sort of believed she was destined to die alone. In a really fucked up way, she knows she deserves to die alone. Beca shakes her head at the bad thoughts in her head. She doesn't want to think about that anymore...she can't when she's laying down next to an angel, that was sent down to earth just for her. Maybe god did hear her prayers. Yes, Beca believes in god. I mean you sort of have too if you go into an AA meeting. Beca slightly chuckles at the memory. Her first sponsor was named, Kevin. He was a kind gentle man, and he never gave up on Beca. No matter how many times she's fucked up and gave into her cravings. Kevin always managed to get her back on track. She really needs to contact him later, she hasn't really talked to him in about two years. "What are you thinking about?" Chloe asked Beca hoarsely, cuddling up into Beca's neck and wrapping her arm around Beca's uncovered mid section. Beca licked her lips and answered her girlfriend truthfully, "Just about Kevin, he was my AA sponsor." Beca told her smiling and softly leaning down to kiss Chloe's forehead. Chloe smiled with her eyes closed sleepily, "He better just be your AA sponsor, or else its gonna be a problem." Chloe told her sleepily. Beca chuckled, "Kevin's married with kids Red, I don't think he would leave his wonderful life for little ol' me." Chloe opened her eyes and looked at Beca adorably, "That's what I did, and I would say it's a hundred percent worth it." Beca smiled widely as Chloe leaned up and kissed Beca's lips slowly. Beca groaned into the kiss as Chloe suddenly deepened it. Beca could feel herself getting hard from just Chloe's lips on hers. Apparently Chloe noticed and took her hand off Beca's hip, slowly sliding it down to cup Beca's hardening erection under the sheets gently. Beca gasped, which gave Chloe the perfect opportunity to slide her tongue into Beca's mouth. Chloe slowly started to move her hand up and down Beca's hard shaft. Beca groaned in Chloe's mouth in appreciation, until Beca's phone vibrated loudly on Chloe's night stand next to her bed. Chloe pulled back suddenly and looked at Beca expectedly. "Aren't you gonna see who it is?" Chloe asked her with a seductive smirk on her face. Beca huffed out a laugh, "I would but your hand is still on my mini me." She said gesturing with her eyes down at Chloe's sheet covered hand.  Chloe playfully rolled her eyes at Beca, but released her nonetheless. "You're no fun." Beca laughed and quickly pecked Chloe on her lips before reaching over and grabbing her phone off the night stand. "Who is it?" Chloe asked her curiously putting her hand underneath her head, laying down on her side and looking at Beca. "It's my dad, he wants to know when I'll be coming home from yours." Chloe pouted and whined out, "Tell him Chloe doesn't want you to leave yet." Chloe wrapped her arms around Beca tightly and squished her head underneath Beca's chin. Beca giggled but texted her dad that she would be home in an hour or two. "I'm sorry Red but I have a doctor's appointment today, I totally forgot." Chloe huffed sadly and let go of Beca hesitantly as she stood up to get dressed. Chloe watched as Beca got up and she giggled as she saw Beca's mini me standing up proud between those gorgeous legs. "Looks like your mini me still wants to stay and play with me." Chloe told Beca teasingly, winking at her. Beca blushed and picked up her compression underwear off of Chloe's bedroom floor and put them on with her face contorted in discomfort. "Believe me Chloe I want to stay and play too but I have to go unfortunately. How about I ask to come back after it's done?" Beca asked Chloe curiously, already halfway of putting her clothes back on when Chloe nodded eagerly. "Please do because you're sort of leaving me with blue balls too." Chloe said gesturing to her womanhood underneath her sheets. "Or would it be blue vagina? Oh no, ew that didn't sound right." Chloe said with a scrunched up face in disgust. Beca laughed loudly and pulled her shirt over her head, leaning over on Chloe's bed and giving her a quick peck on the lips. "Yea that definitely doesn't sound right, but I'll see you later Red." Chloe grabbed Beca's hand and pulled her back to her bed, "do you want me to go with you? Because I'll get ready right now becs." Chloe asked her with a gentle smile on her face. Beca shook her head, "No I'll be ok babe, I'm gonna be in and out, I promise." Chloe nodded as Beca gave her another sweet kiss on the lips, standing back up. Chloe watched Beca go out her bedroom door with a defeated sigh.