Dying hope

Chapter 29: Delusions

"The doctor just told me they got her under finally." Beca's dad said with a nervous sigh and sat next to Chloe with two coffees in his hand. He handed one to an equally nervous Chloe, who took the coffee thankfully. "I'm scared Mr. Mitchell, what if she doesn't make it? I don't know if I could ever live without her." Chloe said with a choked up sob as she put her head down in-between her knees. Beca's dad nodded as he rubbed her back soothingly. "I know Chloe, god believe me do I know. When I lost my wife to the same condition I didn't think I could ever live without her either. Having Beca made me realize I do have her with me, because my little Beca would always be by my side. No matter what Beca was always by my side, so right now we have to believe she's always gonna come back to us at the end of the day, okay?" He told her while grabbing her hand and squeezing it gently. Chloe nodded with a sniffle as she rubbed the tears off her face.

"Ok we can begin now people, now this isn't going to be an easy surgery, but I believe we can do this. Her front temple lobe is what we are going to be looking at today. All we have to do is remove one little piece and this lovely girl will live to see the end of her days naturally." Everyone nodded as the doctor begin to explain to everyone what to do.

"Beca?" Beca opened her eyes to the whisper to suddenly find herself in a dark and creepy forest. "Hello? Who's there?" Beca shouted out in front of her, as her eyes darted back and forth looking for whoever called her name. "Please don't leave me Beca!" Beca gasped as she heard Chloe's sob come from in front of her. "Chloe?! Where are you?! I can't see you!" Beca asked desperately as she immediately ran towards her girlfriends voice. "I love you!" She heard Chloe's voice shout hopelessly. Beca felt like her legs were on fire as she kept running towards Chloe's voice at full speed, but she felt like she was getting farther and farther away from her. "Chloe! Wait! Please!" Suddenly Beca reached the end of a cliff and fell down a dark hole, screaming with her eyes closed as she fell to her impending doom. Beca opened her eyes again to find herself in her own bedroom. "Babe! Why do you have all these one direction posters in your closet?" Chloe asked her in a teasing voice as she suddenly came out of Beca's closet, holding a picture of Harry Styles in her hand in nothing but one of Beca's white t shirt and her boxers. Beca laughed nervously as she sat up in her bed. "What the heck, how did those get there?" Chloe laughed as she put the poster back and jumped on top of Beca with a giggle. "You're so adorable, why didn't you tell me you had the hots for them?" Beca groaned in embarrassment as she wrapped her arms around Chloe's petite waist. "Oh come on Beale, how many lesbians do you know that love one direction?" Chloe scoffed playfully as she kissed Beca's cheek quickly. "I will have you know most of the lgbt community loves one direction." Beca chuckled as she kissed Chloe's soft lips quickly as well. "Well good thing I don't consider myself a hardcore fan." Chloe hummed as she sat up in Beca's lap, intertwining their hands together. "Well when they come back next year, we are totes gonna see them in concert." Beca smiled widely and nodded against her will. Beca just sat there and smiled up at a concentrated Chloe, who was too busy studying Beca's hands to notice Beca looking at her. "You're so beautiful, it's insane." Beca said in a soft whisper making Chloe look up at her with a shy and bashful smile. Beca's breath suddenly hitched when she saw the light from the sun outside hit Chloe's eyes directly, making them seem even more bright blue than they already are. "Well I think you're beautiful as well Mitchell. Also if you keep talking this sweet to me, I don't think I'll be able to contain myself much longer." Chloe said lowly as she leaned down to kiss Beca's lips deeply. Beca smiled into the kiss closing her eyes once more, melting into Chloe's delicious lips. "PLEASE STOP" Beca opened her eyes again to find herself in a dark alley way. "Beca hold him down!" Beca stood there in confusion as she saw a twenty year old Luke holding down a screaming teenage boy against a brick wall. "Don't just stand there Mitchell! Help me you dunce!" Beca exhaled a breath as she immediately did what she was told and held down the screaming boy. Luke smirked evilly as she dug into his coat pocket and picked out his sharp pocket knife. He unsheathes the knife and held it against the terrified boy's stomach. "Now I'm gonna ask you this one more time Ron, are you gonna sell to me or not?" Ron whimpered in fear as she exhaled a breath shakily. "I'm sorry man, my boss said not to deal with you anymore." Luke growled making him close his eyes in fear. "And why not, may I ask?" Ron gulped as he began to explain. "He said you don't pay up when one of us sells to you. It's not me man, trust me I would give it to you, it's just he would kill me if I went against him. He knows where I live man!" Ron shouted desperately as he tried to scurry away from Beca who was currently holding him down with her own evil smirk. Luke scoffed as he put the knife down from Ron's stomach. "Oh come on Ron! He can't be that scary if he's making you do the dirty work and not come talk to me man to man by himself. What a pussy! Listen Ron, just give me and my associate here the drugs and we will be on our way, and you can even tell Frank I'll pay him triple of what I owe him next week." Ron shook his head in disagreement. "I'm really sorry Luke, I just can't...please just-" Luke growled in frustration as he hit the brick wall with his fist next to Ron's whimpering face. "Shut the fuck up! Fuck!" Luke turned away from a crying Ron and paced back and forth in front of them. Luke sniffed his nose roughly, already feeling the withdrawals from the cocaine. "Alright, Beca what do you think we should do?" Luke asked a teenage Beca who was already high from the heroin they shot up together not even a few minutes ago. Beca licked her dry lips in contemplation as she looked at a still crying Ron. "I think we should send Frank a message." Luke looked at her with a large smile on his face. "A message you say? Yea, I think that will work. Now listen Ron, I'm sorry it has to be this way, but Frank needs to know not to fuck with me." Luke brought his knife up to Ron's stomach again, readying to push it in roughly. "Wait! Please,
no!-" Luke huffed as he shoved the knife into Ron's stomach roughly, making blood spew out uncontrollably. Ron's harsh scream of pain made Beca let go of him in shock. "Luke what the fuck! When I said send a message I meant just beat him up or something. What the fuck is wrong with you!" Beca asked him as she shoved him harshly. "Fuck! I didn't mean to stab him that hard Mitch I swear! Fuck! Come on we gotta spilt!" Luke said terrified as he tried to grab Beca. Beca pushed him away from her. "No! Are you fucking kidding me?! We got to help him!" Luke shook his head in fear. "No way! If we help him he'll rat on us." Beca scoffed at him as she bent down and put her hand on Ron's gushing wound. "You fucking coward, leave then!" Luke didn't waste another moment of time and ran away with his tail between his legs. "Beca I'm so sorry! Please don't let me die! Please!" Beca shook her head as Ron held onto her tightly, his eyes fading already. "Someone help me! Please help! Help-!" Beca screamed out until she saw a white blinding light shine in her face down the dark alley way. Beca put her hand up to block it out and looked down to see Ron was gone. Beca looked around confusedly and looked down to see she was in different clothing than what she originally had on. "What the fuck?" Beca whispered to herself. "Mitchell stop talking to yourself and come give me a kiss." Beca looked up to see a smiling Chloe dressed in white as well, holding her arms out for Beca. Beca smiled at her lovingly and ran straight towards her. "What you are doing here Red?" Chloe smiled as she leaned up to kiss Beca on her lips slowly. "I wanted to tell you I love you..." Chloe whispered softly on Beca's lips. Beca exhaled shakily as she held onto Chloe's hips tightly. "I love you too...so fucking much." Chloe kissed Beca once more and nodded, resting her forehead against Becas. "Are you gonna leave me?" Chloe asked her sadly with tears in her eyes. Beca shook her head softly. "Never..." Chloe took her head off of Becas and stood up with a blank face. "Then fight for me..." Beca looked at her with confusion as she suddenly felt like a force pulling her away from Chloe, sending her back quickly. "CHLOE!" Beca held her arms out as she heard a crying Chloe beg for her to come back. "Doctor her vitals are slowing down." One of the nurse's said nervously as they heard Beca's machine start beeping slowly. The doctor shook his head as he clipped the last of Beca's tumor away. "I'm almost done Nurse Jackie. Keep her vitals steady." Jackie nodded her head as she took Beca's IV and shot something into it. The doctor clipped out the last of the tumor carefully, slowly putting it aside on the table. Jackie looked at the machine once more seeing Beca's vitals drop more dramatically. "Doctor we're losing her!" The doctor's breath hitched as she immediately stopped what he was doing. "Get a breathalyzer! Her heart rate is slowing, nurse do some chest compressions, I need to sew up her head." Nurse Jackie immediately started to pump Beca's chest as the machine finally flatlined, indicating Beca stopped breathing all together. "Come on, come on!" Jackie shouted as she pumped Beca's chest roughly. The doctor finished sewing her head up as another nurse put oxygen mask over Beca's mouth. "Let me try!" The doctor exclaimed as he started to do chest compression on Beca hurriedly. Nurse Jackie looked at the time nervously, as three minutes already went by and Beca was showing no sign of immediate life. "Doctor..." he shook his head defiantly. "I'm not stopping! Give me two more minutes, hand me the defibrillator!" Nurse Jackie immediately handed it to him as he warmed them up, getting ready to shock Beca's heart back up to speed. "Come on kid!"

"Beca?" Beca gasped out a breath of air as she heard the familiar voice. "Mom?!"

Author's note: Hey guys! Sorry it's been awhile and I've been busy but hey I'm here now. So tell me what you guys think the ending is gonna be and leave me some good comments. I always love reading them. Until next time see ya.