Misted Thoughts

Stay Away

That's literally all I can say to you without
Pulling your heart into shreds
You have a face possibly carved by angels
And this isn't my first time with boys like you.
There are so many like you honey, it could last me a lifetime
Arrogant, Ignorant and having that perfect track record
Of new girls on each arm after every second week

I can be sweet when I need to be, sometimes not enough.
I'm a giver they say, but I might just take from you all that you call yours.
I can be as uncomplicated as the next puzzle you see
Because tearing off my layers one by one will take you so much patience,
I'm confused if you'd have that capability
You might even discover a place that has the color black painted glaze.
And when you run away from there, don't expect me to call you back.

You're not going to be another, I'm not going to let you.
I can send you love as quick as I can spit venom.
I'm not just any other girl on the block.
I can build your life and break it down
Faster than you could say Jenga
I'm responsible for success and heartbreak, both
So choose well. And take your time.
Its going to be one heck of a ride, mister
So tell your sister how you're not gonna be the same
After you've met me.
I don't play like I used to, I prowl more than I need to.
My guard's up higher than your height.
So stay away if you have to
......
I wrote this in the first week of September. Im not happy with this one, but at some point in time, a similar thought became the crux of my being. So I guess..it deserves to be here...
I'm in a happier place now.
I plan to never leave that happy place
And I look forward to being a better person.
I still do indulge in self blame sometimes.. But only sometimes.. :)