A FAN [Completed]

Chapter 4

Kongpob POV

It was three in the Morning when I finally gave up trying to sleep. I tossed and turned around through out the night but no avail. I sat up on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I still can't digest the fact that, I MET P'ARTHIT AND HE EXCHANGED ONE TOO MANY Words TO ME. Oh lord of HEAVENS!! I would love to see him again and again but please do pity my fragile heart. I simply couldn't help but get amused by the fact that I met him personally, unexpectedly and unarmed, let alone being committed for another meeting with him, again . I didn't reply to any of his questions and simply stared back at him. What if he thought I was being disrespectful towards him And I  was a young rowdy teenage boy? Did I leave a bad impression about myself to him?

Forget it Kong! I thought to myself, he is not even gonna remember you. You probably are one of those many fans he met and forgot eventually. I don't think that he is gonna show up tomorrow. He probably said so to make up for dropping coffee on me.
But wait, he thinks I am an actor trainee and even said I had amazing sets of expressions.

Now, now, I really don't know how that thought surfaced his brain, but if that's why he is trying to make up, then it's better off to just tell him the truth that I am not one But then again, why would he want to meet a random trainee again? Is it to compensate for dropping the coffee cup or.......does he usually spend time with trainees over a cup of coffee and give them tips on acting? Somehow, I couldn't get rid of the slight pang in my heart, so I just consoled myself saying that, he is just too humble of a soul.

Soon, Sunrays made their way into my room and with a feeling of defeat for I had succeeded in getting next to no sleep. I decided to wash up and go for a morning walk to refresh my mind and think thoroughly about what I was gonna say,if, by chance,he does show up. I always liked early mornings. I liked how the world was suspended to eternal slumber until they were awake and up for their routine. The beautiful chilly weather with swift and gentle breeze blowing sent tickles to the corners of my bangs and gave an overwhelmingly special feeling. The birds and their chirrupings sounded like a melody to my ears. But those feelings would quickly be snapped once everyone was up. Its not that I don't like other people but I simply stayed indifferent and had zero to no enthusiasm in communicating with others.

Once I was done with the walk, I went home and took bath. I ate my breakfast and quickly packed my bag and off I went to my unive- whoops! Gmmtv building. He was a bit late today, I wonder why? I was worried if he got sick or  something but I sighed in relief when he showed up. Since I was already late for my class, I quickly took off to my university, once I saw him smiling and waving, just like yesterday.

The classes were just as interesting as they were in the beginning of the year, of course they would be , cause all the subjects were my favorites. I took necessary notes for the lesson. And as usual, during the break our gang gathered around the center table of the cafeteria, discussing random stuffs and laughing at jokes. Suddenly, May, one of friends asked, "Is everyone free today?It's weekend tomorrow.. How about we go for  that popular director's movie that's out today?" Everyone, nodded in agreement, while I was in dilemma whether to accept the movie hangout or go and meet P'Arthit. Anyone would suggest, I should go meet P'Arthit.... but what if he doesn't show up? What if he forgot? What if he never meant what he said? Will it be worth the wait?

Whatever it may have meant for him, but those words held a promise to me, a big fan of his. Hence, I decided against the movie hangout and said, "Sorry guys, I already have an appointment with someone tonight"
To which everyone cooed and asked if I was meeting someone to which I simply shook my head. Only if they knew. Although it was uncertain, I wanted to give it a go. I felt a rush of emotions. Happy, excited, overwhelmed with a tinge of anxiety.

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There~there~ I don't want to reveal the meeting just yet. Gotta work on it properly, for you guys to feel it. Thanks for all the support and it really means a lot.

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