Talking to Harry

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A/N This takes place directly after chapter 7. Some things intersect between this one and the last chapter.

Niall's POV

        I rushed home after telling Louis my story. I could see the pain in his eyes, could see that he understood what I had gone through. I didn't even stop to say anything to my parents once I got home, I rushed straight to my room, closed and locked the door. I headed straight to my connected bathroom and go straight to the drawer that has my blades in it. Just as I'm about to cut my phone goes off indicating that I have a text message. I look at who its from and I see that its from Harry.

H: "Hey I just wanted to let you know that I'm here for you. I've gone through a lot and if there's anything you need to talk about I'm here for you." I think for a moment before starting to type out a response to Harry: N: "Can we meet up tomorrow. There's some things I need to tell you about myself." He sends a quick reply saying yes and I take a deep breath knowing what I am going to be telling Harry. I'm going to tell him my story and about my cutting. It's gotten worse since moving. 

    I wake up the next morning and get ready. I texted Harry and told him to meet me at my house. My parents are gone but that's not a problem. It's actually better that they aren't here. The door bell rings and open the door to see Harry. I show him inside and we go to the sitting room. We both sit down and it is silent for a moment. I'm trying to gather my thoughts. Harry looks at me and says," I know life hasn't been easy for you. Actually the reason why I even texted you last night was because Lou told me I should talk to you." I look up in surprise before he continues, "He didn't tell me anything about you though. I was actually surprised to see that you responded let alone ask me to come over today." I give a wobbly smile before saying," Lou knows me story and I'm going to give you the short version of it. I always knew I was gay and I had a group of friends who when I came out to them were fine with it. One of them was even gay or at least said that he was. We started dating but then I found out that he was lying about being gay and all my other friends knew about it. I managed to finish the year with not much going on except the occasional bullying. That summer all of my friends raped me on my way coming home from a new friends house. I was broken. I cut me wrists to end my life. My brother found me and I was fine. I had to come out to my parents though.  I again tried to kill myself because the bullying got worse after the summer. I still cut to this day. Actually, when you te  axted me last night I was about to cut." I finished my story the last part especially I am embarrassed about. Harry just has tears in his eyes when I finished the story. 

         We sit in silence for a bit silently crying before we mutually decide to watch tv. WE end up watching romantic comedies and have lots of laughs. I feel a lot closer to both Harry and Louis and I know that Harry will help me with my cutting. Especially after he showed me his own scars and told me his own story. 

A/N This going more into Harry and Niall. They become really good friends but aren't going to be as close as Louis and Niall are. 

  

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