The First Chance (Niall and twin Payne's Liam and Leeroy

I'm Done

Niall's POV

         I finally made my choice on what I am going to do about being with Li and Roy. I've been talking it over with Lou a lot. I've been staying at his place for the past few weeks. It's helped that my folks have been out of town on a business trip. Once I made up my mind I had to go talk to the twins and I know that this is not going to be an easy conversation to have.

       Lou walks me to the twins mansion to be my moral support. He knows how hard this conversation is going to be for me. He's promises me that he is just going to be by my side and not say anything. Just let me do my thing and not interfere. I walk up to the door and just star at it for a moment. I'm not the one who even ends up ringing the bell. Once it's rung, there's nothing I can do but wait for one of the boys to answer the door. 

         Li is the one who answers the door with Roy not too far behind him. The look of surprise on their faces makes me start to doubt my decision. I quickly look to Lou and he understands what I'm trying to do. He just gives me a nod and smile. I look up at both of them and manage to say with confidence,"I need to talk to both of you." Their eyes widen and it's clear that they know what is about to go down but they don't want to have it happen.

      Sitting in their living room, I'm having a hard time trying to come out and say what i need to say. They are just staring at me waiting for me to say what I need to. That is until Li gets mad that I won't say anything and starts yelling at me. I just sit there in shocked silence and Roy is not even helping the situation by agreeing with him. Finally Li is done with his yelling and Lou speaks up and says this is not the way to deal with things. I can see him getting worked up so I decide to intervene. I yell out,"I'm done with both you you Payne's. I'm never going to get back with you. I needed time to think and you just confirmed my thoughts before. Good bye." I rush out of the door when I'm done yelling. 

        Lou follows me out of the house and we walk to my place in silence. I can't believe that everything could go so wrong. Is that why the twins didn't want me anymore? Is that why they didn't tell me they wanted to help each other with their hornynes? I'm so consumed by my thoughts that I don't even realize that I'm home and that Lou left until I'm in my bed. My emotions are all over the place.