The First Chance (Niall and twin Payne's Liam and Leeroy

Remembering who He Is

Niall's POV

It's been a couple of months of dating Leeroy. Things have been amazing but I still feel like there's something missing from me. Like a part of me is missing. I've been getting these weird flashes for the past month but they seem like they are from someone else. Except I just see it from whoever is it that the flashbacks are coming from. I'm just confused. I obviously know something horrible happened to me, but I'm not sure what it was exactly other than the fact that I have these scars all over my body.

I woke with a start; gasping for breath as I look around me wildly. I realize now just what I had been missing for these past few months. I remember what had happened to me. I was beaten by my former friends from Ireland. I knew I had fallen in love with both of the twins and they had fallen for me; yet Liam found it hard to love who I became. I remembered everything. I was good at football, now I'm not sure if I'll ever get to play again or if I even want to not with Liam being on the team.

Leeroy has been the one there for me with Haz and Lou. They are the ones I feel the most secure about. I know that Zayn is the reason I wasn't raped at school in the locker room that one day. I also know he doesn't actually love Liam. Somehow, despite all that Liam has done to me, I still have strong feelings for him, but I'm not going to waist my time on someone who won't love me for who I was when I have Roy. He's such a sweet boy. I treats me like I'm the most important person to him not to mention we've gone on double dates with Haz and Lou and they were absolutely amazing. I'm just glad I can remember my first impression of all the boys. There's no longer a blank space in my mind anymore. I start to laugh and it's uncontrollable. Thankfully I'm at home and my parents are very heavy sleepers. I'm truly happy for the first time in months. I finally feel like I'm the real me, all the missing pieces have finally clicked back together for me. I'm finally able to fall back asleep and its blissful.

My alarm clock is blaring and I'm glaring at it before I remember that I remembered everything. I can't wait to get to school so I can tell Roy, Hazza and Lou and everyone else that I remember. I know this also means that the court date for the Monster CRAP squad will finally be set and I will have to testify against them. They deserve to be put away though. I can't stand them as it is. I am nervous to face them again but I know that I have to. I know that when we are out of the hell hole that is school there's a strong chance that I will run into them again.

I race onto the school campus and run crazily up to my boyfriend as well as Larry and yell at the top of my lungs, "I REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" The shocked looks on their faces was enough for me to laugh wildly. Roy is the first to respond and even then it's a bit hesitant. "Are you sure you remember?" I nod my head vigorously before giving my signature or formerly signature smile before busting into laughter for no good reason other than that laughter is the best medicine and I'm happy. That makes all the other boys smile and start laughing with me since I'm now just fine.

The whole day passes by fairly quickly and I haven't seen Liam once yet but honestly that doesn't surprise me anymore. I rarely see him.

A/N Should I do a character ask for you? Do you want to ask the characters questions that might have been going on in your heads? Let me know please.