He's My Alpha Not You

Chapter21

"What are you doing to her !"Winston yelled.

"Well what you thought that necklace was taking all of the lillys pain? Its not designed for that. I designed it to store it. And when the chain is broken that's when she feels everything. So I haven't done anything Winston. This is all you. This is why Ethan couldn't live with it."Alexis said.

I dropped to my knees as I felt the pain rushing through my body, the tears were streaming down my face as images of him and every girl he's ever been.  Screams were soon starting to escape from my lips.

"FIGHT LILLY FIGHT IT,"Eden yelled.

"GOO FUCK YOURSELF "I screamed at her.

The pain of him penetrating another woman starting hurting my stomach i hunched over as i continued to start screaming in agony.  

"Halfway there," Nicholas smirked.

Gasping for air and panted fast and hard I watched as Nichalos came closer to me i felt him enter into the force field that I was put in. By that evil bitch who I was trying to crawl to as once I had the strength I was going to behead and throw her headless body in a rogue territory for all of them to find.

"Come here Gorgeous," He said as hecame closer to me i felt his hand sliding up my dress, A growl escaped me as i tried to push him away but i couldn't, My body was to weak.

I could hear growls escaping everyone as Tobias and his father tried to get through the barrier but kept on failing even Winston was there. Growling his head off and slamming his fist against the barrier.

Feeling his hand grab my waist I felt him pull me up I didn't even make eye contact with anyone, I physically couldn't. My body had gone numb from the amount of pain I was in, the intensity kept on growing and I couldn't stop crying.

His hand went around my belly and one went to my face to make me look at everyone who was slamming their fist at the barrier. 

"This is where our pup will be made tonight when it's a full moon"A sob escaped me as I tried to wriggle out of his grasp.

His hands were guiding themselves around my body. Sobs were escaping me I was being violated and i couldn't do anything. Growls were erupting from everyone, I felt my neck begging to burn, ear-piercing screams began to quickly leave me. His hands were gone and he was now standing over top of me, as I grabbed my neck in an attempt to stop the blazing burning sensation that was running through it. 

Flashes of Eden and Winston were flashing through my mind, the tears were now in full streaming down my face. I couldnt hold them back.

I never knew what what heartbreak was. But now im feeling its worse then getting abused for years its more deadly then a bullet wound. Feeling this pain and emptyness Is driving me insane because deep down i know that he has made his mind up. No matter how much i cry no matter how much i tell him i love him. No matter how much i want to die, No matter how much i want to run in his arms. I know that Winston no longer cares for me the way he used.

Before he turned 16. We were always together, Spending time with each other sleeping in the same room in the same bed cuddling and now i know why it felt so right 

This feeling is like none that i have ever felt before. He sits there acts like im not there. I dont know what is worse the heartbreak now or watching them grow old together. My whole body has gone numb. I can no longer feel anything. At firist, it felt like someone had taken a razor blade out and started cutting my heart every few seconds and all of a sudden ripped it out of my chest.