Geoff held onto Awstens hips, desperately kissing the tiny boy in his arms. He loved the way that Awsten tasted. It was mostly a minty taste, but Geoff really liked it. He hated mint. But he loved everything about Awsten. He held the boy by the back of his head, gently biting on his bottom lip.
Awsten blushed deeply, not really used to being flustered. He ran his hands from Geoff's cheeks down his chest, curling his fingers into the material.
Geoff could feel himself getting hard in his jeans. God dammit. He tried to not let it bother him though. He felt Awstens tongue against his own, and Geoff melted again. Fuck, this boy is perfect.
Awsten trailed one hand down Geoff's shirt, resting it on his thigh. He slowly moved it upwards, getting closer and closer to Geoff's crotch. As soon as he touched it, Geoff pulled away.
"A-awsie, baby, we shouldn't," he took Awstens hand off his thigh, panting quietly. His eyes were blown out with lust and he was red in the face. "We shouldn't."
"But I thought you might want me to?" Awsten said, putting his hand back.
"I-I don't really want that," he took Awstens hand off again, almost choking from how unexpected it was. "I've never done it before."
"Oh," Awsten mumbled. He looked down at his lap in shame. "Is it bad that I have then?"
"No, no!" Geoff said quickly. "No, it's not."
"But doesn't it make me a slut?" Awsten asked. He looked up at Geoff, frowning. "I don't want to be a slut."
"You're not a.. a slut. You're really not," Geoff said. "I promise."
Awsten sighed quietly. "Sorry, Gee." He mumbled.
"It's okay. I know you didn't mean it. I-I just don't think I'm ready for.. for that. It's scary to me. I've never had someone else touch.. that." Geoff said anxiously.
Awsten nodded, looking back down at his lap. "Well.. it's not as scary as you think. I'm not saying we have to do it, I'm just saying it's really not scary."
"It is for me," Geoff mumbled. "I'm not all that impressive, you know. And I don't think I'd be able to hold it. It'd be embarrassing."
"Hmm," Awsten nodded. "So.." it was very awkward. Why did Awsten touch Geoff?! God, that was a dumb fucking move.
"Wanna go out somewhere?" Geoff asked, breaking the awkward silence.
"Where?" Awsten asked.
"We could go for a walk. Maybe we could go to the movies together? Or have a lunch out? Or we could just stay here and cuddle." Geoff sighed. "I have eight dollars and no car, so our options are limited."
Awsten giggled quietly. "We can cuddle," He said. "I'd like that. You can tell me stories."
"I have lots of stories," Geoff mumbled. He laid down and pulled Awsten into a spooning position, frowning at the loud crinkling in Awstens pants. "What was that?"
"Nothing," Awsten said quickly, turning to face Geoff so Geoff's boner wasn't poking into his back. "Tell me ten things about you."
"Okay. One, I have a boyfriend. He's the prettiest boy in the world. Two, I have two sisters. Three, I used to have a dog named Meeko. Four, I'm obsessed with Pokémon at the moment. Five, you remind me of a clefairy. You should dye your hair pink when it grows back. Six, my favourite band is linkin park. Seven, I am so gay. Eight, when I was ten I broke my arm. Nine, I'm getting my cast off tomorrow. Ten, I like you a lot," Geoff smiled. "Is that good enough? Your turn."
"One, I have a boyfriend too. You wouldn't know him. He has a nice bum," Awsten giggled at the look of shock on Geoff's face. "Yeah, it's really nice. I saw him in boxers today. Pretty damn cute. Two, I have one sister. Her name is Gracie. Three, I used to have a pet frog but my mom accidentally cooked him to death. Four, I'm a cancer patient. Five, I realised I was gay when I came across a porn site and found myself staring at the boys more than the girls. Six, my favourite band is fall out boy. Seven, I wish I had a cat. Eight, the next round of chemo I'm having is on my birthday. Nine, I love red twizzlers. Ten, I like you even more than you like me." Awsten smiled.
"Trust me, you really don't," Geoff laughed. He buried his face in Awstens neck, hiding a smile. "You're beautiful," He mumbled against Awstens skin. "What do you want for your birthday, baby bear?"
"Cuddles," Awsten mumbled. "Kisses. A big teddy bear. One of your shirts. That's all."
"I can give you almost all of those presents everyday though. It's not very special," Geoff pressed a gentle kiss to Awstens forehead. "I can give you anything. Well.. I'll try to."
"I just want you," Awsten mumbled. "That's all that I want, honestly."
Geoff felt warm, completely drowning in love for the boy in his arms. "Okay, baby," He whispered. He pressed a kiss to Awstens cheek, a blush creeping up his neck. "You're beautiful," He whispered. Geoff sat up, looking down at the pretty boy next to him. He pressed a kiss to his forehead. "So pretty," he whispered, pressing a kiss to his nose. Geoff kissed Awstens chin, then shakily moved down his body. He gently kissed Awstens neck, tangling his fingers into Awstens shirt. "So gorgeous," He whispered against Awstens skin. He swung his leg over Awstens body so he was straddling the boy. Geoff leant down and cuddled up to him, hiding his face in Awstens neck. "You're so nice to cuddle."
"You're so warm, Bear." Awsten whispered. He wrapped his arms around Geoff's back, holding him down tightly.
"Awsten, are we allowed to tell people that we're dating?" Geoff asked.
"Of course!" Awsten smiled. "Im excited to tell people I'm dating an angel."
