Chapter 5

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Your P.O.V

I woke up to the sound of the alarm clock, it was seven now. School will start in an hour and a half. Light got up and turned it off. I noticed him staring at me again until he finally said," Good morning (Y/N)".

I didn't say anything and tried adjusting my eyes to the room, the brightness hurt my eyes. He left the room and came back a few minutes later in his school uniform.

"Oh!"I said. "I don't have my uniform".
I got up and started heading to the door until he grabbed my arm.

"Where are you going?" He asked me.

"I-I need to go home and get ready.." I answered.

"No (Y/N), you aren't going to school today. I need to keep you here until I know I can trust you," He said. "You can kill criminals for me while I'm gone". He nodded his head at his desk drawer.

He wanted me to kill people? "I..." I whispered. I was now trembling, I didn't want to kill anyone.

"I know you can do it my dear," he said kissing my hand. He walked over to his cupboard and took out my clothes from yesterday which were neatly folded up. He handed them to me, I expected him to leave the room for my privacy but he didn't budge.

"Don't worry, I won't look," He said turning away. He bent down to fold his blanket and put his mattress away.

I quickly stripped and pulled on my jeans and socks, by the time I was slipping on my shirt, I saw him staring at me blushing.

"Y-you said you wouldn't look!" I shouted. I wanted to call him a pervert but I was still afraid of him.

"I'm sorry precious, you truly do look beautiful though," He said walking over to me. He kissed my forehead and left the room, he came back with a breakfast tray. It was toast, apricot yoghurt and some orange juice.

After I finished eating he asked," Are you still hungry? We have some fruit downstairs, an apple?".

I shook my head no but the shinigami looked hopeful. Light sighed then said," You may have one Ryuk".

Light took out his death note and showed me how to use it, he showed me a list of names on his computer of criminals too. After that, he told me to phone my parents and tell them I'm staying for a sleepover at a friends house.

After I did what he told me, he hugged me gently then said," I'll come straight home after school". He then gave me a serious look on his face. "Don't try to escape (Y/N), I'll only bring you back here. And if that happens, you will be punished".

I didn't know what this punishment was but I didn't want to know. He kissed my forehead then left the house with the doors locked.

I sighed and started writing criminals down in the notebook. I did it for most the day, whenever I wasn't writing I was just daydreaming. I always daydreamed at school, but this was the most I've done in a day.

I was sat on his bed when my hand started cramping from writing so much, I put the notebook down and stared at the window. The sun was shining through the curtains, I could smash the window and escape but what if he kills someone I love?

After hours went by he finally returned from school. He opened the bedroom door and locked it behind him. "Hello (Y/N), how's the writing?". He glanced at the notebook and flipped through the pages to see how much I did. I wrote four whole pages of names.

"Wow, well done (Y/N)," He said impressed. He sat on the edge of the bed with me then suddenly pulled me into a tight hug. "You have done well my love," he said softly.

I tried to get out of his hug then said,"No! Don't touch me, and I am not your love".

His expression changed to anger, his brown eyes turned red. He glared at me for a while then slapped my face hard.

"I can touch you when I please, you are my girlfriend. How dare you!" He yelled.

I put my hand up to my face where it stung, my cheek was bright red from where he slapped me so hard. He took hold of his notebook and walked over to his desk. I was afraid he'd write a family members name down-but he just started writing more criminals silently.

After ten minutes he opened his school bag and took out a load of paper, he needed to study because exams would be here soon. He studied for half an hour, then got up to go to the toilet.

But before he left the room, he turned to face me then sat down with me. I was still holding one side of my face. He grabbed hold of my wrists tight, pulling my hand away from my face, then leaned in closer to me, he then started sucking on my cheek.

I didn't know what to do, I was too scared to say anything and I didn't want to push him away again. He continued sucking my cheek for a few minutes, he stopped then licked it once. He then whispered,"Better?".

I nodded without saying a word, he smiled then left the room. When he returned he resumed his studying for hours while I sat and did nothing. He suggested I should write more names but I didn't want to, I pretended I was tired instead and took a nap on his bed.

When I woke up, he bought in a dinner tray for me. It was (F/F), how much has he stalked me exactly? He knew how to please me.

After I finished, we both looked at the time, it was getting late. I noticed that he didn't even take out the spare mattress.

He stood up and held my hands, forcing me to stand too. "(Y/N), may I sleep with you tonight?".

I wanted to say no but I didn't want to anger him again. I remained silent then he raised his hand, I flinched and closed my eyes thinking he was going to smack again. But he grabbed hold of my chin and forced a kiss onto my lips.

I didn't want to push again but I couldn't either way, because he was holding my waist tight with one hand. He was much stronger than he looked.

When our lips parted, he gazed into my eyes. His own lovely gentle brown eyes were back again. He embraced me gently, and because I didn't object to any of this, he decided to sleep with me.

We got under the covers and he held me close to his chest all night. I didn't do anything, it was nice being cuddled.

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