Just Another Girl To You

Twenty Three Point Five

•Jaztine•

I've been trying to get Myca's number for days now, wanting to "court" her, but I eventually gave up, since I wasn't really into it.

Deus has also been telling me ever since that I should just man up and go for Elaine already, but my mind was too screwed up to hear him out.

There was so much things to think about like how the friendship is at stake, and how I already knew I'd just end up hurting her and shit.

Classes started, and I was dying of boredom, trying to decide what I'd be doing about the Elaine issue.

Math time came, and sir Tabada was out, until RHGP (Revitalized Homeroom Guidance Program), so we decided to play Truth or Dare.

After a few rounds, Kirsten was picked, and she chose dare. And then her friend Joanna dared her to hug me.

"What the fuck?!" I exclaimed.

"Don't be kill joy!" they reminded.

"Ehh, ugh, fine!" I consented.

"Yieeee" people teased as she hugged me.

I was annoyed, but I let it slide since they were my friends, and this was just a game.

Few rounds passed again, and it finally got to me. I chose dare, and they dared me to tance to this horrid song called "Whoops Kiri".

"What the hell? Why that shit?!" I complained.

I just got on with it and kept laughing while dancing. And it was very embarrassing.

***

Finally, training!

I loved it since it cheers me up or clears my mind.

Unfortunately for me, Sir had a meeting or whatever (he didn't tell us), so he dismissed us way earlier than usual.

Deus talked to me again, convincing me more and more to just go for Elaine already. I kept telling him that the friendship would just be wasted.

I thought about it more, and finally decided that I should, since I really loved her, I just didn't know if we'd work.

I texted her immediately when I got home.

Me: Will you be my girlfriend?

Fuck, I can't believe I just did that, that's so stupid, trying to ask her out in text...

I was just so shy about it, specially since I really, really loved her, and I don't really know how to court someone I really like, all because I don't want to be embarrassed.

So stupid, right?

Best: Nyahaha xD Nice one! Really funny!

Ugh, she won't take it seriously.

Me: So you don't want to? :(

I'm trying not to be sad, thinking how it was so stupid of me to try courting her in text, this isn't even considered courtship.

Best: Quit it, it's not funny anymore, I might actually believe you. You know how much I want it.

Fuck, I want to yell, I'm really serious! I just don't know what I'm doing!

Me: I'm serious! Will you be my girlfriend?

Best: If you're serious, you know I'd say yes, it isn't even a question anymore.

Me: So you're my girlfriend now?

I had to ask, just to be sure.

Best: If you're serious? Yeah.