Forever, Never Lasts

Chapter 12 His Touch

        I didn't want to stay in my room all day like I had done for the past week, I needed to do something fun, well maybe not to much fun but maybe have a girl's day with Riley.  I knew she was in school but I still texted her anyways Me: Hey are you busy after school today? If Riley did have plan's I would most likely go hangout with Jason, crap I should have asked him first we really hadn't hung out much since he left. Riley: No, Idts my scheduel should be clear for today what do you have in mind? ;) I smiled at her response, she wasn't busy today that was good but I still missed Jason alot. Me: Ik things didn't go well the last time but do you wanna double with the guy's...or do you wanna have girl time? I really hoped she wanted to double though she was most likely getting tired of being around Daniel, I swear they act like an old married couple. Riley: Whichever is fine with me sista...just let me know when and where. I didn't reply, instead I txted Jason making sure he wasn't busy today, Me: Hey babe are you busy today? I started to get nervous when he didn't txt me back I kept telling myself that he was just busy in school, but part of me just knew something was up. Jason: No I'm free I sighed in relief at his response, I wish I didn't get so worked up about not being good enough for him but I knew he loved me. 

       Riley came over shortly after school ended we decided to go shopping for clothes due to the decrease in temperature. We had plenty of time since the guy's wouldn't be there to pick us up till 6. We walked into Forever 21 looking for warmer clothes with style, I found a bunch of cute sweaters and jeans while Riley on the other hand was looking for more of the sexier options. I just didn't want to show off much not just because of the weather, just ever since that night I just couldn't bring myself to where revealing clothes like I used to, not saying there is anything wrong with revealing clothes just not my style anymore. After we purchased the clothes we walked to the food court getting a snack to hold us over until the guy's come to pick us up for our dinner and a movie date. I couldn't wait to see Jason he was all I could think about. After we got our food we headed home to get ready.  

     When we arrived at my house Riley and I started to look for something to wear, I was having a serious case of deju-vu. I shook my head getting the thought out of my head I was just glad to be able to see Jason soon, just thinking about him caused my stomach to erupt in butterflies. Riley decided to wear a cute v-line sweater dress with plaid print and a waist belt. I was getting frustrated because I didn't know what to wear, everything I had didn't fit the occasion. Riley suggested one of her other more conserveted country dress and boots, it was a light brown dress with a lace back at first I shook my head because the back was open but I knew I had to choose something fast. After about an hour of getting ready and battling negative thought's the doorbell rang, my stomach felt like it was doing sumersaucts I couldn't help being nervous. Riley and I ran down the stairs, taking a deep breath I opened the door. He was breath taking as always, his smile was bright and his hair was doing it's own thing, guys are so lucky they look good with bed hair well at least Jason does. Never would I have thought that I would be with a guy like him, he's everything I dreamed about. I knew Daniel was there but I couldn't stop staring at this god-sent man in front of me. Jason pulled me in for a quick kiss before shutting the door behind me.

     Me and Riley didn't know where the guy's were taking us and not at one point was I even scared about it as long a I was with Jason I knew I was safe.The boy's took us to a very sweet romantic dinner but that wasn't all they decided it was best to go from a double date to just a normal date. I hugged Riley bye as we made our seperate ways with our boy's. Jason still wouldn't tell me where he was taking us and at this point I really didn't care I would be fine riding in his truck with my head on his shoulder. About 30 minutes had passed when we pulled in to a deserted cabin, now I was getting nevous I hope he didn't think anything was coming out of this. He noticed me tense up at the sight of the place. "Don't be nervous babygirl it's just some video games and movies, I even talked to your mom before making the decision" he whispered, I was still concerned but knowing that my mom knew where I was eased the tension. We headed toward the cabin door before entering, my mouth fell open at the sight of the place it was beautiful. Jason decorated the inside in rose petals and candle's but I didn't care at this point it was so romantic. "It's beautiful, you shouldn't have done all this for me" I whispered turning to him. He just grabbed my face before capturing my lips with his, "your worth it baby". The night went great we played alot of games and watched the note book before we both fell asleep. Being in his arm's as I slept I didn't have a bad thought because I knew that I loved him and he loved me with all his heart. What more could a girl ask for