Forever, Never Lasts

Chapter 4 Unbreak Me

      Jason dropped me off at home sometime around 7. We both got out of his truck and he  walked me to my door step. I knew what was coming I've seen this to many times in all the romantic movie's Riley made me sit through wit her. "I had a really good time tonight" he started "Me to sorry about my little sob fest earlier I'm just not used to someone being that way with me" I said truthfully looking at my feet. "The last person I trusted and thought I loved was my ex and he said all kind of sweet and romantic things, after about a year of dating he wanted to go all the way but I just wasn't ready...." "Babygirl you don't need to explain it to me, I understand "He interrupted and pulled me into a warm embrace, kissing the top of my forehead before pulling away. He was staring into my eyes and I was staring in his. It was like something out of a movie. He started to lean in, my breath hitched and I couldn't move, he was trying to kiss me again that had to count for something right? Maybe I'm over-thinking it before, but what if was bad the first time and he's trying again to see if it would get better. His lips brushed mine, he tasted to sweet I had to have more. I started kissing him back, wrapping my arm's around his neck like I did when we kissed the first time. He seemed to like my gesture because he wrapped his hands around my waist bringing me closer to him. His tongue explored my mouth, as we both battled for dominance. I couldn't help but want more of him my body wanted more of him, it was as if I was addicted to him.  He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, he pushed me against the side of the house kissing me with so much passion I never thought someone would be capable of. I felt like this was a dream, like the whole night was a dream that I never wanted to end. He was being so gentle yet so fierce it was amazing. He started to kiss down my jaw line, to my neck and back to my face like he wanted to make sure he kissed every part of my face. I couldn't help but moan, then I started to get my barins we were making out on my porch! I pulled a way with all the strength I could "Ja-son" I tried to catch my breath "Jason, stop" I stated firmly, though I so desperatly didn't want him to, I needed to be close to him but I had to draw the line. Immediatly he stopped kissing me and looked at me with lust filled eyes. "I have to go inside before my mom starts to worry" I explained. "Yea sorry I kept you" he said with a sweet smile. I smiled back before kissing him once more goodnight.                                                                                                                                I watched as he drove away, I couldn't stop smiling. Walking back inside I couldn't help but think how school would be in the morning, would he acknowledge me? How would I react to the rejection? Could he really like me, is it possible that a guy like him and a girl like me could work? Ray stop asking yourself, you know what's going to happen if this keeps going on. Your gonna fall in love with him and he's just gonna leave you broken hearted. I mean really think about it, he probally just got rejected by one of the cheerleaders and is using you as a back up. I could't help but think these negative thoughts, it's all around me people fall in love thinking it's forever and it never last's. My thought's were interrupted by the sound of my mother's voice "How did the project go?" she asked. "It went good, nothing special" I lied smoothly "Really that's hard to believe the way Riley explained your partner it had to be something special" my mom said with a knowing smile. "Nothing's coming out of this but a project" I stated firmly, she quirked an eyebrow "Yea, we'll see about that" she nodded her head smiling. "I'm going to bed goodnight, I love you" ending the conversation I kissed her cheek and made my way upstairs to my room.                                          After getting ready for bed, I started to lay down when my phone buzzed. I had two txt messages one from Riley and one from Jason. Riley: How did your date go with Mr.Sexy? ;) I smiled at the txt my bestfriend is crazy and a hopeless romantic, yet we're bestfriends Me: Our project talk went good;   Riley: Yea ok, "Project Talk" well I'm hitting the sheets goodnight my love. Rolling my eyes I typed a quick goodnight. Jason: I really did have a good time tonight  Relax, don't get your hopes up Ray he is just being nice. Me: Yea, I did to trying not to sound short I just know what to expect I can't get hurt again. Jason: I'm going to unbreak you, just wait and see ;) I didn't know how to respond,what does that even mean "Unbreak You" he's right I am broken but there's no way I'm letting myself fall for him it's probally just a game or a goal with him to see if he can "Unbreak Me" Me: Yea....I'm going to go to bed see you at school. I didn't feel like talking to him anymore I can't let myself lose control like I did tonight we are just partners for a school project maybe friends but that's it and all. Could I really be friends with a guy like him? Jason: Goodnight Beautiful ;). I didn't reply, putting my phone down it was hard for me to fall asleep with all this on my mind. Let's just say I didn't get much sleep that night. 

*Authors Note* Hey guys! I hope y'all like this chapter sorry if it got a little steamy there. Do you think Ray will let him Unbreak her give me your thoughts and ideas. I try to make my stories relatable to real life but I promise it will have a good ending I hope ;) Pleas VOTE and COMMENT I can't believe I updated twice today it looks like I'm not the only one who likes this book! Well until next time my lovelies ;)