You groan as you get up from watching
Stranger things on Netflix extremely excited. Today you and your boyfriend Ethan had gotten front row tickets to y/f/s concert. You were so excited since this is your first concert.
ethan🔐: hey babe, I'll be at yours in about 2 hours be ready. Ily.
Read at 4:47 p.m
You: okay eth. See you later xxx ily too.
Read at 4:49 p.m
You blast on '8teen' by Khalid as you start choosing what to wear which was a oversized black tee shirt dress with high top old school vans.
-time skip-
It was now 6:00 and you were headed to the concert with Ethan. He looked really good as always. You both played songs in the background making you pretty hype but you were pretty worried about your anxiety.
Crowds always gave you anxiety since you were young till now but you felt that you were going to contain it since you were so excited.
"You excited?"
Ethan smiled at you still trying to look over to the road.
"More than excited" you squeal
"I'm glad. You deserve it" he says
"Love you" you smile at him.
-at the concert-
You got out of the jeep onto the ground of the felid. Loud music from y/f/s (your fav singer) was playing in the area. Ethan pulls out his hand signaling you to grab it making you smile brightly while heading inside to get your tickets checked.
You both had your tickets scanned by the man and gotten two neon green wristbands which gave you guys access inside the concert. When entering there was a huge mob of people already in the crowd while music played in the background.
thoughts started to process in your head since your anxiety level stated to grow even higher.
Can you handle the crowd ? will you be okay? what if You have a panic attack?
you look over to ethan who is clearly on his phone he isn't much too hype in public so he was pretty calm all this time. But suddenly interrupting your thoughts the mic boomed announcing the artists' main entrance was about to start. This caused the crowd to start yelling more and more.
y/f/s or y/f/r (your favorite rapper) came out causing all of the audience to get really hype. You decide to let loose and start singing the song along with the other crowd. you could say it wasn't that bad and that you weren't as anxious. Ethan joined along too.
-Time skip-
It had already been at least an hour into the concert and the crowd started to grow larger and louder. Until suddenly you feel everything around you stop but your anxiousness ran through your body. It felt terrible and you felt real Closter phobic at this point. You could feel tears brimming in your eyes.
Until, two pairs of arms around your waist interrupted your thoughts.
"babe are you okay?'' ethan yells trying to get you to hear him
you say nothing not wanting him to see you cry.
He turns you around seeing the tears now growing in your eyes. His expression turns into concern not knowing what happened.
"hey, hey why are you crying?" you bends down a bit looking straight into your eyes.
"I-" you try to say
Ethan sighs now knowing what is probably happening. He grabs your arm as tight as he can pulling you both through the huge crowd. Until you both reached the very back where no one on was.
He looked at you pulling you right in his arms. Shushing you as you slightly sob from the anxiety you just had.
"its okay, im here" he held you
"What happened?'' he asked you
you took a deep breath now feeling calmer.
"It was your anxiety was it?'' he sighed
"yes, im sorry ethan"
"no, don't be sorry. You should have told me. I don't want you to be uncomftable regardless where we are, Okay?" He pecks your forehead
You felt lucky to have him there.
"Can we leave,please?" You ask not wanting to have another panic attack.
"Of course. Yea" he says grabbing your hand heading out the gate way.
You both ended up driving home and watching Netflix and eating popcorn the whole night before falling asleep. By the end of the day your anxiety hadn't came back again.
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✧ Hey:))) I honestly hate my anxiety I get in large crowds, is it just me? ✧
Srry it's short btw haha.
✧ Hope you enjoyed. Ily guys ✧
