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< your pov >
i knew I liked him.
the way his smile made my day
and just the slightest eye contact could lift up my mood.
i felt the spark.
but there was something in the dark.
i didn't get it
was it all real or all in my head?
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your giggles made you turn red as you laid on your bed texting away.
you had these feelings that you haven't felt.
you had a crush on Grayson Dolan.
one of the guys from your school.
for around 7 months.
you two were friends but you felt like you two have mixed feelings for each other.
the clock read 12:30 a.m.
your eyes feeling somewhat heavy.
he texted away making you feel like a spark came together.
you pressed send as the meme you sent was put on read.
the typing... symbol was put on and off throughout for 3 minuets straight.
you yawned feeling yourself tired by the minute.
*ding*
your phone had the familiar notification name.
but the text you had you weren't expecting.
at all.
graysondolan: i need to tell you something
graysondolan: i think I like you.
you sat up in shock.
feeling the sleepiness drift off to who knows where.
your hands were shaking as your trust issues came in full force.
a bet, dare, prank?
you hesitate to open the text but end up doing so.
y/n: haha good prank gray:)
you feelings got so confused as he kept repeating the words
"im being for real"
"Im not lying"
yet you could still find yourself in doubt.
could this be your chance to date him?
will this be more than a friend thing?
what will we be ?
you typed the next words to make yourself feel fair and not in doubt.
Y/n: if your being fr then tell me in person, tomorrow.
graysondolan: i will
you click out your messages.
you hands were shaking and heart would beat out of your chest.
"does he like me?"
"is it a dare?"
"will he tell me tmr?"
your thoughts were on 100 and 99 were because of him.
your eyes drifted off while overthinking the next day.
before you knew it, you were fast asleep.
( next morning )
your eyes fluttered as the loud ringing of the alarm filled your ears.
you sat up feeling the nerves hit all in.
will today be the day Grayson confesses to you?
that was on replay throughout the whole morning.
and before you knew it, it was time to be at school.
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you walk in seeing him first off.
butterflies filled your stomach.
Your lips pursed together.
he stood there saying no words just hood on.
the urge to go up to him and talk to him, hit you hard.
and lasted the whole day.
you hoped he would man up and hoped what he said yesterday was true.
you walked around the halls, lunch and nutrition, classes for at least his one word.
it felt like as if you got ditched.
time went by and he didn't talk or make eye contact with you.
tears filled your eyes and hurt filled your heart.
you hoped by the end of the day it would've been ok and you two would've talked in person.
your fake friends stood in the room eyeing you every second since they knew about ur situation.
one of them liked him.
and you knew she wasn't happy he confessed to you and not her.
their eyes were like bullets.
you walk out seeing him immediately trying to make eye contact.
but eyes were drifting off to others, but you.
it was his promise to prove himself.
your smile showed but in the inside your heart hurt.
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you still felt the pain stick onto you throughout the day.
it felt like things were going to be awkward.
you made all the excuses.
"maybe he forgot"
"maybe he was busy"
"maybe he was too shy"
but you didn't want to make excuses for him.
you deserved better.
he always showed mixed feelings.
you hoped something would happen between y'all.
but maybe not.
your thoughts were Interrupted by the familiar name pop up.
graysondolan: bro the thing from yesterday was a prank
you felt the first heartbreak you could experience.
tears filled your eyes.
and hurt filled your heart every second.
a prank.
maybe it was too late for you to confess now.
he just played your heart
all the things you thought were fake.
he hurt your fragile heart.
now it was just sad hours.
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damn today hurt.
this imagine was a bit different and more poetry styled.
today i realized that boys Can really break your heart without realizing it.
but ill heal.
ily you all.
more imagines comin soon :)
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