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*This is a long chapter

Your POV

After last period Jenna rushes me to our music class for my detention. Once we arrive at Sha-I mean Mr Mendes' classroom Jenna fixes my bun and pulls my skirt further up my waist to the point where my cheeks would be hanging out.
"I don't need to show of all my crevices and shit for his approval " I mumble while lowering it
"Nah come on girl I was watching Mr Mendes through the glass window and he was literally staring at your ASS!!" Jenna screams and slaps my arm
"Yeah I guess it was kinda hot and he seems like a good guy but he's my teacher, it's so wrong Jenna.." I reply frowning

Shawn's POV
As I wait for Y/N to finally arrive, I tap my fingers impatiently on my desk. All of a sudden I hear Jenna screaming outside like usual and what she and Y/N were talking about made my heart stop.

Did she really feel the same way as me to?

I thought I was being a total creep staring at her ass

Like she said it's wrong, this could affect my career but I feel so drawn to her despite only knowing her for a couple of hours

Suddenly I see Jenna shove Y/N into my class and run off.
"Thank you for showing up" I say walking over to her confidently.
"Oh no problem Shawn" She says but I see her face cringe immediately after she calls me that. Y/N looks down and walks past me to take a seat on my desk.

Your POV

I don't know why the fuck I still cringe after calling him by his first name even though he said it was okay

I feel like I need to take a huge shit probably because my anxiety levels are off the roof

I sit down on his desk for some weird reason as I want to look 'appealing' but I know I still look like a sloppy mess.
"Um this is a detention why are you sitting on my desk??" He questions while he walks over to his desk sitting in his wheelie chair.
"Because I'm coooool" I remark but he stares at me in confusion
"No I'm not just ignore that please" I awkwardly say while getting up to sit on a chair

This is the reason why I can't pull guys

"No wait stay on the desk" He chuckles and I only assume he's laughing at my cringeness.
"Actually Y/N during lunch in the music office after you left, I made up a quick song for you to practice for your performance " Shawn grin as he picks  up his guitar and hands me a sheet full of his handwritten lyrics.
I pick it up and he begins to play but a sense of shyness comes above me and I don't  sing so he sang the first bit.

*Don't cry-or do, whatever makes you comfortable
I'm tired too, there's nothin' left to say
Let's call the truce, 'cause I don't really wanna go to
Bed like this*

*I'm so sorry
That we're still stuck in the middle
I'm so sorry
'Cause in the moment I....*

He keeps on playing waiting for me to join in but I'm lost in his eyes as his voice is perfect. Then he stops, stares at me and admires my outfit once more because my top is creeping down to my cleavage a bit so I quickly pull it up. I cover my face with the lyrics sheet because I look gross when I blush and I only know that because Jenna recorded me once when I got a compliment and I looked so scary.

He clears his throat and leans over his desk as he pulls the sheet of paper down from my face.

Bro I'm gonna throw up

"Sing... it's fine" he whispers making me feel weak in my knees slightly.

I take a deep breath as he begins to play the chorus as we both sing in harmony.

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