*Long Chapter "You wanna go shower babe?" He smirks lifting his shirt off revealing his sweat covered abs. "Y-You get ready I-I need to quickly do something?" I hesitate and he lifts up one eyebrow "You okay?? Usually you would've taken all your clothes off by now" He chuckles "I just need to text Jenna" I smile and he shrugs his shoulders and starts to go upstairs. "Hey Y/N!" He shouts and I turn around and he throws his sweat covered t-shirt on my face. I quickly throw it off into the floor. "Ewwwww WHAT THE FUCK?!!!" I yell making a disgusted face "I'm such a good boyfriend" He laughs going up the stairs. I roll my eyes and quickly jump onto the couch and pull out my phone. I take a deep breath before I open Jenna's and I's conversation. Me:Hey. You okay??? Jenna:Have you and Shawn broken up? Me: What?No we haven't Jenna: Just assumed that would be a reason for you to start texting me again Me: Uggggh I'm sorry Jenna a lot has just happened Jenna:I was going to text you to hang out but I figured out you'd be doing stuff with Shawn Me:No you could've asked, I would've made plans Jenna:What did you want to tell me? Me: Umm soooo Shawn and I entered some song competition and I helped him write the song. He performed it and a guy from Island Records said he was good and offered him a record deal. Shawn called him the next day and suggested me to be signed there as well since he knows how much I love music. We both went to meet the guy Shawn signed the contract and I got accepted. Ummm sooo we'll be leaving early next year. My parents already know. Jenna:........... Me: Please don't be mad. Jenna: WHAT DO YOU MEAN DONT BE MAD??!!!! YOU COULDVE FUCKING TOLD ME ABOUT YOU GOING TO THIS PLACE AND ASKED ME FOR MY OPINION. AT LEAST I WOULDVE FUCKING KNOWN THAT MY BEST FRIEND IS LEAVING ME ALL ALONE! Me: I'm sorry!!! I just kinda forgot to text you Jenna: DONT LIE,YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME...EVER SINCE SHAWN THE HOT ASS MUSIC TEACHER GOT IN THE MIX YOUVE HAD NO TIME FOR ME.WE DONT GO OUT SHOPPING ANYMORE OR WALK AROUND THE PARK AND LAUGH FOR HOURS ON END. Me: Jenna do you REALLY think I forgot about you on purpose???!! YOU KNOW IM NOT LIKE THAT Jenna: YES I DO!!YOUVE BEEN SO OBSESSED WITH THIS GUY. YOU MIGHT ASWELL BE FUCKING MARRIED!! Me: WHY ARE YOU CRITICISING MY RELATIONSHIP???! WHAT ABOUT YOU AND CAMERON??? Jenna: HE FUCKING CHEATED ON ME!! THATS WHY IM FUCKING MAD!!! I KNEW YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TIME TO COME TO MY HOUSE AND COMFORT ME! And now you're leaving so I won't even have someone at school to talk to. I mean I have other people but they're not like you.. Me: Jenna you actually could've called me. I wasn't ignoring you it's just too much was happening and you could've still messaged telling me what happened. You should never be alone when going through this shit. Do you want me to come over now?? I can quickly shower and bring snacks. Jenna: No forget it Y/N.....you're probably not even at your house are you? Sleeping over at his huh? Me: Okay what if I am? Why are you being so rude? Jenna: I don't think I can talk to you anymore. I just need to go find new friends at school for the remaining weeks you're at school. Me: Wait what??!! What the FUCK??!!Are you serious???!!JENNA NOOOO! We can still contact each other while I'm working. I'll make sure you'll have the best weeks of school. We will go shopping everyday and even more. Jenna: This is what I mean....now you suggest this stuff for us to do. I'm sorry I'm blocking your number Me: JENNA THINK ABOUT THIS. PLEASE IM SORRY. This message couldn't be sent as this number has blocked you from sending messages.
I stare at my phone in awe and tear drop rolls down my cheek and drops onto the phone screen. I dash my phone on the floor not caring if it breaks and sob loudly.
WHAT JUST HAPPENED????!!
"Baby I just took a shower without you because I was really sweaty and you guys message each other for too long" Shawn laughs coming down the stairs in a white robe. I look up and his eyes meet with my tear filled ones and he rushes over to me. He hugs me tightly and whispers in my ear. "Baby what's wrong?" He whispers calming me down slightly with his soft voice. "Jenna and I just fucking fell out!! She fucking blocked me!!" I shout hugging him tighter and breathing heavily. He hushes me like a baby and lets go of me so we're face to face on the couch. "Why?" He asks furrowing his eyebrows slightly "Because I completely forget to tell her about this record deal thing and she said ever since we started hanging out. I started ignoring her and leaving her in the dust." I cry "WHICH IS FUCKING TRUE!!" I scream "No no no it's not honey" He says calmly "I-It is......I can deny it all I want but I did forget about her" I sigh as my sobbing calms down. "It's fine Shawn. I'll just spend my last weeks of school in your office" I smile weakly "I think you should still go and talk to her once you get back. So you guys leave on a good note" He says "Ughh I don't know babe" I sigh "Just try it" He responds "Okaaay" I say
I go upstairs and shower while Shawn just puts some clothes on. I put on:
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And Shawn wears this hoodie with black sweatpants:
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I use the toilet and realise that I've started my period.
Great......that will really help my mood. Won't it?
"SHAWN!!" I yell while I'm on the toilet "IM COMING!" He shouts from downstairs "Where are you?" He asks "In here" I reply and he opens the bathroom door "Ummm I kinda started my- " I try to say "I'll go to the store. Do you use tampons or pads?" He questions normally "Tampons" I say "I'll go buy some and get ibuprofen as well" he smiles "But you don't know which tampons I usually get!!" I exclaim as he leaves the bathroom "Don't worry I know what to get you!!!" He responds going the down the stairs "Don't get me those big ass ones, I've already had enough big things up there!!" I laugh out loud "Wasn't planning to!" He yells back laughing a bit as he leaves the house.
Looks like I'm staying on the toilet till he gets back......today has honestly been fucking terrible.......
