Not Just A Teacher...

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Max leans against a bookcase and stares at me intensely with his piercing blue eyes as I freeze fearing what he could do to me physically and mentally.

"Didn't think you would be the girl to date a teacher?" Max chuckles and makes an evil smirk.
"What do you mean? He's just tutoring me" I say trying to hide what Shawn and I really are.
"I saw you wrapping your arms round him..kissing him with your perfect lips" Max whispers as he walks up to me slowly
Suddenly my mind flashes back to when I was pinned up against a bathroom door by him. I was so vulnerable and it felt like the walls were caving in on me and there was no escape from Max's grasp. I still can't  thank Jenna enough for her finishing in the toilet quicker than she usually does on that day. I remember his cold hands all over my body and in places I didn't want them to be but I had no control. I still remember vividly his cold hand slapping my face almost hard enough to leave a mark.It was like living a real nightmare.
When I snap out of my flashback I realise Max is right up in my face admiring my features.
"The things I would do to you honestly..." He whispers about to kiss my lips
"Fuck off" I say pushing him forcefully away from so he is far away from my face.
"Haha....I know what you're doing with Mr Mendes" He replied putting his hands through his hair
"Pfft Yh right.... just leave you fucking creep" I whisper angrily rolling my eyes about to walk down the hall to look for Shawn.
"I have evidence Y/N.... right here on my phone" He says and my eyes widen as I turn around to see him holding his phone with a picture of me clearly kissing Shawn and then swipes left and plays a video of Shawn's hands squeezing my ass in the library not too long ago.
"You wouldn't dare you fucking rapist!!" I exclaim completely forgetting I'm in a library.
"I won't my sweetie only if you do a favour for me" He says

A suddenly hear a familiar voice coming from behind me and I turn around quickly.
"Sorry I took long I had to take a huge dump" Shawn chuckles I run over to him and hug him tightly. I quickly turn my head to see Max is gone.
"Damn you really missed me for 8 minutes" He says kissing my forehead
I look up at him as tears start to roll down my cheeks. "Move back into this corner" I whisper I do this as  I don't want Max taking more photos of us therefore I make Shawn face the library aisles  so he can't miss Max if he tries to take a pic.

Thank goodness he's so tall he's like a watch tower.

"Honey what's wrong?!" He whispers wiping my tears away with his thumb.
"While you were gone M-Max came u-up to me and" I reply sobbing
"That motherfucker I swear I'll- " Shawn exclaims
"Shhhhhhh be quiet ... S-S-Shawn you can't h-h" I try to say but fail as I keep sobbing making me stutter my words.
"What Y/N?!!" He exclaims and some people look at us who are  in the aisles
"Max has fucking pictures and videos of us kissing...you're gonna lose your fucking job" I sniffle and he widens his eyes and I place my head on his chest and sob loudly.
"Shawn I won't let you lose your job because of me and I-I" I sob
"I know what you're gonna say let's talk about it in the Jeep" He says rubbing my back and I can hear the sadness in his voice.
He grabs me by the hand and we walk out the library. We walk in silence and I look up to him to see a tear roll down his cheek which honestly made my heart shatter into a million pieces.

I've never seen Shawn like this before, it breaks my fucking heart that there's always one person to fuck up everything in my life. It's meant to be Shawn and I together..but I'm regretting the shit that's gonna go down in his jeep. I just feel like running away with Shawn to a secret island where we would have enough money and food so I could just live there forever with him. But of course those are fucking fairy tales and in reality there's no happily ever after..

(A/N)
Almost cried writing the last bit in bold because I low key wanna run away somewhere and never be found 🥲