Not Just A Teacher...

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Your POV

Connor is a really nice and funny guy definitely best friend material. His editing skills are pretty good from what he's shown me on his phone.
"Hey Shawn was the talk with Andrew ok?" I ask but I get no response
"Are you alright?" I ask slightly worrying a bit
"Umm if you need space, you can always tell me" I say and Shawn starts to cry a lot. I quickly hug him tightly while he sobs hard and his weight starts to fall forward onto me so I slowly pull us two the floor so I'm cross legged and he's just crying into my chest.

"Don't worry babe...whatever you're feeling or thinking just spit it out" I whisper
"Y-you're gonna leave because I haven't been making you happy lately" He cries
"There's no way I am Shawn......I am completely fine with what's going right now. I'm not selfish enough to let you be all on your own. Shawn trust me I'm not ever fucking leaving you" I say
"Well how come I saw you flirting in the living room with Connor!" Shawn shouts lifting his head up
"He was just saying funny things and trust me baby I'm not attracted to him at all. I love you" I reassure him while trying to keep my cool
"He's so perfect for you.......he's the same age as you,good looking,funny he's got it all and yet you choose to spend your time with a useless loser like me!" Shawn yells as his face turns red
"SHAWN FUCKING MENDES I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. YOU'RE THE CUTEST, FUNNIEST AND SEXIEST LOSER AND DORK I KNOW!!YOU'RE NOT A DOUCHE LIKE OTHER GUYS, I ACTUALLY TRUST YOU ENOUGH TO NOT THINK ABOUT YOU EVER CHEATING ON ME!!!I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IN FACT THAT I THINK ABOUT OUR FUTURE!! I'VE ALWAYS DREAMT IN 10 YEARS WE WOULD BE MARRIED OR HAVE KIDS!! IMAGINING ME WALKING DOWN THE ISLE IN MY FLOWING WHITE DRESS, YOU AND I EXCHANGING VOWS!! OR YOU  PUTTING YOUR EAR AGAINST MY BELLY WHEN IM PREGNANT!!"exclaim and Shawn stares at me wide eyed

Fuck, I shouldn't have lost my temper and blurted that out....that must've sounded creepy

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to shout at you" I sigh rubbing my forehead but instead of him walking away and locking himself in his room he attaches his lips to mine and I kiss him back.

"I love you so much" He whispers as we hug for at least 3 minutes straight

Then I hear Shawn start to sing as he looks at me while my eyes are full of tears
Don't cry, or do whatever makes you feel comfortable
I'm tired, too
There's nothin' left to say, let's call a truce
'Cause I don't really wanna go to bed like this
I'm so sorry
We're still stuck in the middle
I'm so sorry
'Cause in the moment I

"You still remember that song" I chuckle weakly while letting tears run down my face but Shawn wipes them away with his thumbs.
"I-I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm d-dying to" I sob choking on my words a bit
"Aww Y/N" He whispers hugging me tightly. Soon or later, I return back to normal and tears stop flowing down my cheeks. I leave the hug and just hold Shawn's hand while we are still cross legged on the living room floor and close my eyes. I think he does the same too since there's complete silence in the room.

Shawn's POV
Breathe
Just
Breathe
She Loves Me And I Love Her Too. Everything is fine, just breathe.

I hold onto her hand even tighter, to just make sure she's there even though I know she is. I keep on relaxing and feeling more weights lift off my shoulder.

She's not going to leave you, Shawn, she loves you as the weird dude you are.

Your POV
I open my eyes to see Shawn's eyes shut tightly as his grip on my hand grows tighter. As time goes on I see a little smile creep up on his lips, which was rare to see during these past few days. All of a sudden, Shawn farts.

Wow.....

"Urggghhhh Shawn that stinks!" I exclaim as he opens his eyes and laughs . I let go of his hand and go to the bedroom to breathe.
"It couldn't have been that bad" He says
"Really?? it smells like egg mixed with shit" I giggle
"Do you need to take a shit?" I ask
"Nooooooo I don't" He states
"Hmmm ok" I smile
"Shawn what do you want to do? I question
"Ummm play a game" He says
"Okkkaaaayy what type of game?" I ask
"A drinking game!" He exclaims
"Wow why am I not surprised" I state following him to the kitchen

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