Not Just A Teacher...

20

*Long Chapter

I really don't want to reply to Max but I know I have to as I can't let Shawn lose his job because of me and my actions.....

Me:Max how did you get my number?
Unknown: I have my ways but anyway darling after school on Monday you need to meet up with me at the cafeteria.
Me: What is the favour Max??!!
Unknown: I love it when you're feisty but I'll tell you on Monday baby 😘
Me:Don't fucking call me that
Unknown: Watch your mouth because I can easily spread those photos and your legs 😏
Me: See you on Monday then

I throw my phone away from me landing it on the floor. I really don't care if I break my screen right now. I bury my head into my already mascara stained pillow and cry even more.

Sunday
I wake up, shower and don't try with my outfit because my life is just a fucking mess.

I go downstairs to find my mum and dad enjoying breakfast at the table. My dad turns around to see my sad facial expression.
"You okay sweetie? My dad asks
"Yh I'm fine" I respond walking over to the table and sitting down. I eat my waffles with maple syrup on top.
"How's school" My mum says trying to break the awkward silence
"It's fine" I reply finishing off my last waffle

Yeah I eat really fast

"I'm going upstairs to do some homework" I mumble as I get and put  my plate in the dishwasher
I go up to my bedroom and plug my headphones into my phone,put my headphones on,get out my chemistry homework and lay on my bed stomach first.

Idk why but I listen to some really depressing songs it doesn't fucking help.

I finish my boring ass homework and suddenly I flash back to when Shawn gave my that music sheet for that song he played to me in his house.

I look through my drawers to find the sheet still there I pull out my electric keyboard from the corner which I never really used until Shawn started to teach me how to play piano. I put the  sheet on the stand and pulled my wheelie chair in front of it. I started to play the song and my mind drifted to just him.

His brown curly locks, his sharp ass jawline,his tight jeans that he always wore, his amazing eyes that i just get lost in and his smile that just brightens my day.

Ughhh He's so perfect but so wrong for me since he's my teacher and all..

I start playing from the beginning again and this time I add a random lyric to the song
"You're perfectly wrong for me" I sing and my eyes widen as I go to grab a pen and write on top of the sheet 'Perfectly Wrong'. I still play and try to think of lyrics but I just can't think of any so I stop playing and by this time it's around 2pm.

My mum knocks on the door.
"Yeah?"I say as she opens the door as I put the electric keyboard back
"You've been up here for awhile. Do you want a sandwich or anything?" She asks
"No thanks I'll grab something later I'm not hungry" I solemnly reply
"That's not very like you" My mum chuckles still standing at the door.
"I heard you playing it sounded good" She says
"Thank you" I weakly smile sitting on my bed
"Who broke your heart?" My mum quickly says
"No one....it was just music homework" I mumble
"Oh ok how is music?? I heard you got a new teacher... Mr Mendes isn't it?" She smiles sitting in the bed next to me
"Yh" I whisper looking down at my feet
"How is he?" She questions
"He's a good teacher" I say
"Well don't stay up here for too long darling" She whispers and kisses my cheek and then she leaves not closing the door which pisses me the fuck off.

I just stay upstairs on my phone watching Netflix and texting Jenna about how shit my life is. Then it was time for dinner.

I honestly don't know how I stayed upstairs for the whole day but I still have to do Max's dumb favour tomorrow.

I go downstairs to see my mum had made spaghetti. Which was fucking delicious!!! So that kinda lifted my mood.
"Y/N from now on I'll be picking you up and dropping you off at school. I don't want you to get hurt since it's going to be winter soon and it's going to get darker earlier. Starting from tomorrow."  My mum states and I nod my head
"Thank you" I smile

Wait
Oh
My
God

I need to meet Max after school for that favour and if my parents are gonna pick me up then I can't meet up with him. I can't let those photos surface. I can't let this happen. I pretend to go the bathroom but I secretly text Max which I can't believe I'm really doing.
Me: My mum is picking me up after school tomorrow... how is this going to work?
He immediately replies which doesn't take me by surprise.
Unknown: Hmmmm okay then say you have a detention. Anyone smart would've thought of that... 🙄
Me:Okay fine I'll tell her that
Unknown: Tell her it ends at 5
I come out of the bathroom and tell my mum that I have an English detention for finishing the task on time and that it ends at 5 she rolls her eyes.
"I'll be there at five" My mum sighs while putting the extra spaghetti in the fridge.

I go up to my room and change into my cartoon cow printed pjs.

Ughh I miss wearing Shawn's shirt to sleep

I put my phone on charge and hop into bed before my phone goes off.
"Urgghh why didn't I put it on silent?" I mumble rolling over to pick up my phone to see a text:

🖤: Hope everything is okay

My heart stops as I realise that Shawn texted me but I can't go back to usual ways. I sigh and reply with a simple:

Me: Yes I'm fine see you tomorrow Sir

I immediately changed his emoji after I realised I will have to reply like this using the words like "Sir" since. I feel like I should delete his number as it's weird to have a teachers number but I won't.

Pfft but isn't it weird to suck Your teacher's dic-??? I'm just a mess honestly

I change the emoji to just "Mr Mendes" as I really just want to sleep and try not to throw up at the thought of tomorrow.

Just kill me plz