I wake up go to the bathroom and do my daily routine. I come out of the shower and walk out of the bathroom and walk to over to my wardrobe. I really can't be bothered to look good as I've literally lost hope in everything especially my love life. I end up choosing this
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It is literally approaching winter in like 2 or 3 days so I'm not risking catching a cold since I already feel sick as fuck from all that's going on. I'll just use my parents' gifts another day when I'm actually happy which is quite rare to be honest. I put my hair into the messiest bun I've seen in my life, make sure it's moisturised and I don't bother with doing my mascara. I just put on vaseline and go downstairs to see my mum getting ready to leave and drop me off.
"Aren't you going to have your breakfast?" My mum asks "No I'm not feeling hungry" I reply and she picks up the car keys as we say goodbye to my dad who is working at home today. I get into the car which is a black Mercedes Benz and my mum drives me to school. During the journey we past Shawn's house. I mean Mr Mendes' house.
Ughhh I don't know what to call him anymore!!
My mind just goes through the first time I came over to his house and how I loved being in his company and being in his presence. I just frown as I look out the window so my mum wouldn't see that I'm upset. Suddenly my phone goes off, I pick it up to see it was Mr Mendes. Mr Mendes: Can I talk to you at lunch about this situation?
I really don't want to talk to him because I know once we start talking again face to face I won't be able to resist him. But....since it's serious then I guess I have to.
I just reply with: Me: Sure. In the music office right? Mr Mendes: Yes, I'll see you later I don't reply as I just don't want to get too carried away with texting him. I put my phone back in my pocket and my mum gives my a kiss on my forehead before I head out of the car and meet Jenna outside Maths. "Hey Y/N" Jenna says walking up to me and pulling me into a hug. I pull out of the hug and ask "Jenna aren't you cold?" This is what Jenna is wearing:
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"Nah I'm fine don't worry" She smirks "Anyways I hope you're not doing that favour for Max" Jenna whispers "I have to.... I have no other choice" I sigh looking at the floor "Hell no!!! I'm not letting you do that!!!" She exclaims "Jenna I-I have to since I don't want Mr Mendes getting fired and possibly arrested and me getting suspended" I mumble "Okay but what if you do Max's little favour and he can still send the pictures round" Jenna states crossing her arms and raising her eyebrows. "He wouldn't do that.....would he?" I ask "What do you think Y/N?? You know what he can do" Jenna replies "I know but whatever he wants to do with me he said he'll finish at five" I say "FIVE PM!!!!" Jenna yells making people look at her "Fuck off am I talking to you?!!" She exclaims and they turn around and walk away. Jenna pulls me closer to her face. "Y/N I just know for a fact he's gonna try and rape you" She whispers and my eyes start to water as I know Jenna is right.
"I know Jenna but I-I-I...." I stutter and Jenna pulls me into a hug and the school bell rings and we go into Maths class.
During Maths class I just play with my necklace as nothing our teacher is saying takes any of my interest at all.Through out the whole lesson I just think of what I'm actually doing to stop myself from being suspended.
Skip to 4th period
Jenna and I walk from Science class which was the fucking worst lesson ever, worst than Maths like why the fuck is there Maths in Science.....like fuck off.
"What lesson do we have now?" I ask rubbing my tired eyes "M-music" Jenna hesitates and I just roll my eyes. "Do you wanna skip class?" Jenna asks "Nah we might aswell just go since I have to go talk to Mr Mendes at lunch" I sigh
We walk into Music and everyone sits in their groups. I just try to avoid eye contact with Mr Mendes while we practice but I can feel his sympathetic eyes on me. I turn around to see he is looking at me and he weakly smiles at me and I just frown and turn around. A few minutes later , Mr Mendes walks around the groups and soon he comes up to ours.
"What about this lyric Y/N?" Jenna asks "Umm yh sure that's good" I quickly say when he walks up to our group. "How's the work going ladies?" Mr Mendes questions "Good Mr Mendes" Jenna replies smiling but I don't reply "You okay Y/N?" He whsipers "I'll tell you at lunch" I mumble not facing him as the bell rings and I quickly leave the class before anyone else does leaving Jenna behind.
Shawn's POV
When I see her leave the classroom immediately as the bell goes I know something is wrong. I wish we could be together but if I wasn't a teacher to be honest there wouldn't be a problem since I'm 23 and she's 18. I just want to kill Max.
Lunch Time
I go into the music office and start to put in grades for everyone on my computer. Everyone has done well this term apart from Y/N. I mean she's doing well now but overall before I came apparently she only got D's with Mrs Nixon. Her performance was good. I'll just give her a B.
Suddenly, Miss Miah comes into office with some of top unbuttoned trying to show off her caramel chest. Her skirt was really tight, hugging her curves and of course she's wearing the highest pair of black heels I've seen in my life. She flicks her long blonde curly hair over her shoulder biting her large (obviously injected) lips. For some reason I'm not attracted to her even though she's the "hottest teacher in school" and all the boys drool over her.
"Hey Shawn" She says walking up to my desk "Hey Charlotte" I reply "You look really good today Shawn" She says biting her lip and begins to trace her finger down my chest. "Uh thank you Charlotte, you need to go and fill in the grades for your class and write a report on each student" I state moving her finger off of me and pointing towards a computer. "Shawn?!!! Why don't you love me?!!! Charlotte whines "You're my colleague and plus I'm not attracted to you" I sigh trying to fill in more grades. "That's because you don't know what I can do Shawn" She smirks and suddenly she pulls my face to hers smashing her lips on mine.
Your POV
Jenna goes off to go hang out with her cousin who goes to our school while I walk up to the music office. I hear Miss Miah moaning and I fill with rage. I push open the door to see Miss Miah kissing Mr Mendes.
"WHAT IS THIS?!" I scream making Miss Miah jump and stop kissing him. "Oh Y/N, this is NOT what it looks like!" He exclaims pushing her away from him. "FORGET IT!" I yell as my eyes water and I rush out of the office.
Shawn's POV
"What's wrong with her?" She chuckles trying to pull me into another kiss. "GET THE FUCK OUT CHARLOTTE!" I yell pointing towards the door and she storms out. I put my head in my hands and tears start to form my eyes. "What have I done?" I whisper
