Is this even real?
How could this happen?
It's not supposed to be like this...
I'm not supposed to have the happy ending...
THIS MUST BE A MISTAKE!!!
You keep saying you love me.
You keep handing me compliments,
Ones I know I don't deserve.
I just know you're playing with me,
Even if you say you'd never,
They always do...
I have enough trouble trusting friends,
Now I have to trust a partner?!?!
I have to stay alert.
I can't let my guard down.
But you're so soothing...
You make me melt with just a glance...
No NO NO!!!
Stop it right there!!
I WON'T let you crush my heart!!
It's broken enough already...
Can't you find someone else?
There's plenty other guys and girls...
Ones who aren't a mess,
One who could actually love you...
But wait-
I WANT to love you-
I'm TRYING to love you-
I CAN'T love you...
Just wait a bit longer,
It'll come... right?
Why does my heart hurt?!?!
How can it hurt?!?!
It doesn't even work right!!
How am I supposed to know if it's love???
I can't feel love,
But I want love so badly...
Am I just flustered?
I think I fluster easily.
Flustering isn't love, right?
No...
Why me?
I'm just me...
Boring old me...
I can't do anything right...
I can't even love you back...
I'm sorry...
~JessTheWolf 🐺
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Mixed Feelings: A Collection of Poems
PoetryI'm not real good at poetry, so go easy on me. All poems posted in here are mine, so please don't steal them. You can borrow them if you'd like, just make sure you give me credit. I hope you enjoy these probably awful poems ^~^; The cover is also mi...
