Ugly

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You said you'd always be here,
You promised you'd always care.
You told me you'd never leave me,
Yet you've always lied...

You stomped on my heart,
Kicked my emotions,
Beat me to a pulp,
Then dragged me back in.

I couldn't control it,
I weakly came back.
You patched me up,
Then did it again...

Friendship was ruined the minute it happened,
Yet neither of us could stop.
The yelling the fighting, all so dramatic,
But neither of us meant for it to end.

I think about you daily, I know it's weird,
Yet I still can't text you a hi.
Three weeks later I'm still shook up,
But then again, why would you care?

You made me feel stupid, and worthless, and childish.
You made me feel ugly inside.
I'd say ugly outside, but that's not true,
I've always been ugly there too.

The more I think, the more it hurts,
But you know I've always overthought.
The question remains, am I really ugly?
Or was it really you all along?

~JessTheWolf 🐺

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