What Suit?

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I know I keep apologizing,
But seriously...
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

If I could choose,
I might not choose Ace,
Especially if it made you happy,
But that's not how it works.
I can't just choose my sexuality,
You know that,
You're not straight either...

Sometimes I feel I burden you...
I don't want tea,
I don't want make outs,
I don't want future kids.
But I know you do...
I heard what he said to you,
I know you wanted that too,
I'm sorry I can't give it to you...

You tell me you don't mind,
You say you're happy,
But are you really?
If we're just pleasing my needs,
What about yours?
I just want you to be happy...

Am I happy???

Clubs
Everything is just so confusing...
Hearts
What are my boundaries???
Spades
What am I comfortable with??
Diamonds
What can I feel???
What am I????

You'd probably be happier with another...
I mean, it won't be hard,
You are Bi...
Double the chances...

I can already tell,
This won't end well...

~JessTheWolf 🐺

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