I Can't Believe You...

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You're adorable.
You're beautiful.
You're perfect.
Why can't I believe you????

Before you I've never dated before,
Never been asked out,
Not even a hint of love.
Yet I never questioned why...
So why..?
Am I that stupid?
Am I that ugly?
Am I that worthless?
They all saw it sooner...

I always worked alone.
I thought that's what I wanted,
But it was never my choice.
They all had partners,
They all had friends,
And I was always picked last...
Am I that dumb?
Am I that bad?
Am I that useless?

No one ever answered,
No one ever listened,
I started to question my existence.
Am I that boring?
Am I that annoying?
Am I invisible???

So why can't I believe you?
Why can't I accept it?
Stop asking why...
THIS is why:
It's all another lie...
And I'm still convinced it's a game...

~JessTheWolf 🐺

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