3 Weeks In

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Things were weird,
And maybe they still are,
But I think I'm getting used to it.

At first I was unsure,
I was confused,
Lost,
And frankly thought it was a prank.
Now things are different...

I crave your voice
Whispering into my ear.
I crave your hands
Rubbing soothing circles on my arms.
I crave your smell
Calming me to the bone.
I simply crave you,
Nothing will change that.

You say you want this forever.
But forever is a long time...
You say you wouldn't choose anyone else.
But there's millions of people better than me...
You say this is different than your past love.
But is that good or bad..?
But why is it so hard to believe you?
If only I could believe you...

Sure, things are better now.
Sure, I know I love you now.
Sure, I need you now.
But that doesn't mean
My insecurities are gone...

~JessTheWolf 🐺

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