Daughter of the Guitarist

Chapter 30

I lay on my bed grabbed my phone and text Victoria.

Me: Brian broke up with me when I told him I was pregnant by him

Victoria: What the fuck? Why? Are you okay?

Me: No I'm not I told my dad what happened he's pissed

Victoria: Have you told anyone else?

Me: Not yet I don't think I'm going to I'm just gonna handle it myself

Victoria: What do you mean?

Me: I'm gonna keep it a secret for as long as I can

Victoria: I'm here for you if you need me

I lay there crying until I fell asleep. When I woke up I rolled over and pulled the blanket over my head my face was sticky from the tears and my head was killing me. I checked the time and went outside to smoke a cigarette Brian was outside smoking too. I sat across from him and tried to ignore him as tears fell from my eyes. He looked at me when I sniffled and wiped away a stray tear that I missed.

He walked inside without saying a word to me. I wanted to talk to him, find out what the hell his problem was, but I did not know what to say to him or if he would even talk to me. What did I do wrong? What did I do to him for him to do that to me?

I went back to my room to think, I really just wanted to be alone. I wanted Brian but he was not talking to me anymore and I did not understand why. I decided to text him and see if he would talk to me.

Me: Can we talk about this please?

Brian: No leave me alone don't text me don't call me I don't want anything to do with you you're Zack's daughter and that's all you are got it? Lose my number

Me: Fine I hate you Brian

Brian: Good duces

I grabbed my pillow and cried until I could not breathe anymore, this was the worse pain I had ever felt in my life. It's true broken hearts really do hurt more than broken bones. I felt like I was never going to be happy again; I just wanted to be with Brian and hear him say that he loves me and our baby. I wanted him back.