Daughter of the Guitarist

Chapter 31

After school Monday I went to my room to do my homework; Brian was still not speaking to me, it's hard seeing him around the house but when he is here I usually just stay in my room and hide until he leaves. I put my books away and went outside Brian was there with a girl on his lap. I put my hood on my head and headphones in my ears. Seeing him with her hurt worse then the break up did. He replaced me after a couple of days while I was still crying myself to sleep at night. I had my headphones in but I could still hear what they were saying about me.

"Is that her?" She asked Brian holding his hand.

He nodded, "Yeah that's her."

"What were you thinking?"

Brian thought for a minute, "I wasn't thinking that's all I can come up with.

"I was an idiot; I knew I could have better but she was just an easy target."

I wanted to scream at him but I did not want him to know that he was winning; I did not want him knowing how much I was hurting because of him.

"She looks like an easy target." She said not looking at me. "That's fine, you have me now."

She kissed him and they went back inside the house. I just sat there holding back the rage tears that were threatening to fall as I ran to my room. I put on my favorite bikini and went outside to tan. Brian checked me out when I walked past him without his girlfriend knowing; I chuckled to myself. I refused to give him the satisfaction of knowing that he was hurting me.

I was laying on a towel when all of a sudden I was lifted off the ground and thrown in the pool by Matt. Everyone started laughing at me; I climbed out, grabbed my towel, and went back inside. Brian and his girlfriend was in the pool cuddling by the steps. I text my dad.

Me: Who is Brian with now?

Dad: Her name is Monica, he was with her before he got with you I guess they're back together

Me: I was just wondering I haven't said anything to her or him either for that matter

Dad: I'm sorry baby girl I don't know why he would bring her over here I said no but he did it anyway

Me: It's okay Dad I'm just gonna stay in my room I don't wanna see them together

Dad: I understand sweetheart

I jumped in the shower and went to bed, I could still hear everyone outside playing in the pool but I wanted no part of it I just wanted to be left alone.