Jeff x Ben-Dirty Mind

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Everyone was in awe.

"Wait, Jeff, you're gay?" Jack asked and the judging way he said it made me freeze.

The whole front that I've built around these people for the last few years had crumbled to the ground. My protective and cold wall around myself is now gone. they now know one of my darkest secrets.

my whole persona was built around my friends thinking I was straight. I've never openly dated a guy around them. They all had no idea, and now, their whole view of me will be shifted. They now see me as their gay friend, no longer the cool, party animal, drunk Jeff.

I'm now seen in a different view and I didn't like it. I didn't like it one bit. I just opened up so much to them. Now whatever they do will affect me forever. However, they react will show how they'll treat me. I was nervous and even a little scared.

"U-Uh..." I trailed off. My mind was blank. It was the way he said it...

Wait, Jeff... You're gay?

Gay.

It struck me as being offensive, a way he never wanted to view me. I felt so much anxiety fill me to the brim with unsureness of myself. I looked over at Ben and he shrugged at me.

"I'm not that surprised about Ben, but you?" ClockWork elaborated and I became flustered.

"U-Uh, I'm, well-it's," I fumbled my words as I pathetically attempted to form a sentence.

"I-I don't know, I've only really, like, dated girls and stuff," I mumbled as I felt myself becoming shy.

What the hell is wrong with me?

"I friggen ship it," Masky said in a drunken accent as he downed more of the alcohol.

"YAAAAS! YAOI!!!" Toby yelled and I chuckled a little.

"Boy love!" Hoodie yelled from the kitchen as he raided my fridge for snacks.

"Have you guys had sex yet?" Jack asked as he leaned in closer. Everyone looked at him and then back at me.

"Yeah? Have y'all fucked?" ClockWork asked with a bright smile.

She seemed happy for us. In fact, they all do. Jane didn't seem interested in this conversation though. She's probably already guessed we have had sex. They went quiet as they waited for an answer.

Suddenly everyone started talking at once. They all made crude jokes and laughed along. Jane asked Ben if I was big even though she knew the answer. We all laughed as we made jokes and they made up scenarios of Ben and me.

"Jeff just walks by and fricken... Slaps his ass." Hoodie commented as he walked over to us with a bag of chips. Everyone burst into laughter and Ben laughed so hard that he fell on me. He struggled to breathe as he tried to catch his breath.

"He's already fucking falling for Jeff." Jane laughed and Clockwork tried to contain her laughter as she slapped Jane's knee repeatedly.

"Omg! This is a real-life anime trope!" ClockWork exclaimed and Masky tilted his head questioningly at her.

"Yeah!" Jane agreed.

"Jeff's the seme and Ben's the uke!" Jane and ClockWork started to talk about the trope and how much they love it. They exchanged manga's and comics from online and in real bookstores they've read and loved. I had no idea they were such weebs.

I can't believe how normal they're acting.

I took this opportunity, and when no one was watching, I slid a hand under Ben's shirt from behind. He stiffened as he felt me grip his side. I slid my hand down and touched the hem of his jeans as I felt up his stomach and slid my hand on his torso, slowly trailing down.