Sometimes I feel like our relationship is weird. Like I feel as if we have too much sex. We go on more dates now and Ben has even planned out a few of them, but with us, there always seems to be this lingering sexual tension. Always.I don't think on any of our dates we've gone without having sex that day. I feel like Ben's my drug. I just need to feel him, or better yet taste him. I just can't get enough, and I think Ben's around the same as me.
Is it because we love each other? Maybe. But maybe we just love sex. I don't know, maybe I'm reading too much into this. I should just go with the flow and see what happens. See where it takes us.
I rolled around and landed on Ben's lap. I rested the back of my head on the couches hand rest and my back rested on his thighs. He was watching TV and I was on my phone scrolling through Instagram, not doing much. We enjoyed the company and sometimes didn't even talk which wasn't necessarily a bad thing. We enjoyed each others presence. By the time we would go to bed, we'd have sex and then fall asleep cuddling.
Since we've established that we care about each other and we basically skipped the condoms part and went straight to raw, maybe it's about time we go to the next level in our relationship.
"Hey, babe," I said as I continued to do random shit on my phone.
"Hm?" He asked as he rested his chin in his palm, looking through Netflix to watch something.
...
He looked down at me as I didn't answer and I looked up at him and placed my phone down on my chest.
"Wanna move in together?" I asked.
He choked and turned away as he had a small coughing fit. I smiled as he coughed under my weight. I guess he wasn't expecting that.
I like that. I like still being able to surprise him and make him blush. It showed I still have an effect on him. Showed that he actually cared about my opinion and had real feelings for me.
"R-Really?" He asked as he breathed in and out but still had small coughs.
"Yeah." I shrugged.
Might as well.
"Sure." He smiled widely.
"I move into your house?" He asked.
"Yeah, I think so. My house is bigger anyway."
It was true. Compared to mine his was basically a smol apartment.
"When?" He asked as he set down the remote and started to play with my hair. I shrugged.
"Now?" I suggested.
"Like, right now?" He asked.
"Yeah." I shrugged.
He contemplated.
Maybe it seemed like I didn't care that much.
I sat up and turned to him. I pecked his nose and he giggled.
*sigh*
"We're so gay." I sighed in content and Ben nodded knowingly.
"I like being gay."
I nodded "it suits you."
He cocked an eyebrow at me.
"Suits me?" He asked.
"Yeah." I nodded.
"You just. Look gay. Your aura is a rainbow." I said and he laughed.
We brought a bunch of his stuff into my house and after about a few days of work, we successfully moved all of his stuff into my house.
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Jeff x Ben-Dirty Mind
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