Why like this? (Matthew Espinosa)

Shit

I woke up to the smell of fish. I moved around until I crashed into something. I kinda opened my eyes the best I could but it was hard. I had a headache. I kinda sat up, my right arm holding all my weight. I looked out and realized I had fallen asleep at the peer with Cameron. I checked my phone. Messages from Matt, Cameron, must have been before he came over. Also Gracie. I smiled at the thought of my best friend and I getting together. But that's not what she wanted at all.

Hey Taylor. I miss you a lot but Carter and I were wondering if you and Matt would double date with us. It's on Friday were going to see a movie then get ice cream. I'm not sure what movie yet but I hope you both can make it.

She didn't say anything about me being in the hospital and how she didn't visit. Maybe she didn't know, I didn't want her to she would be devastated. She would think it's her fault and all if this shit but it kinda was I had nobody to talk to but it was mostly Matt because he's an ass. Maybe this date thing would be a good idea for Matt and I to work all of this out and stuff.

I'll talk to Matt and see what he has to say about that, he'll probably be ok with it but I'm not sure. I'll let you know what he says. I sent the message to Gracie before getting cam up.

"Hey Cam, buddy it's time to wake up now" I whispered into his ear.

"Go away" he mumbled all tired. I tried my best to pick his bridal style but it didn't work that well but I did it again and made it into my house. I set him on the couch and went into the kitchen to make breakfast. I found this really good pancake mix that my mom used to buy for me and jack all the time as kids. I started making them and I got a phone call.

Hello?

Taylor baby where are you and is Cameron with you.

Hey Matt um were at my house I came here yesterday and he talked to me but we fell asleep on my dock.

Oh well. I wanted to talk to you so I was wondering if you could meet me somewhere when you get done with Cameron.

Yeah I actually wanted to talk to you as well so we can meet later if you want.

Ok sounds good see you in alittle bit Taylor.

Ok bye Matt. And with that I hung up the phone and smiled. I missed my boyfrand.

"Do I smell pancakes?" Cameron popped up on the couch.

"Yes you do" I laughed.

"Yay" he squealed. He got up and ran over and grabbed a plate.

"I'm sorry about yesterday. It will never happen again" I flipped a pancake and attempted to look everywhere but Cameron's eyes.

"It's fine. We don't have to tell Matt. Speaking of him have you talked to him at all lately." He asked.

"Yeah he called me a little while ago. He wanted to go somewhere and talk" I smiled. I wasn't that hungry so I let Cameron eat first and I just had yogurt that was in the fridge. My mom bought it the day she left for Costa Rica.

"Oh cool. Maybe you two can work this out then I can finally have my room all to myself." He smiled. I rolled my eyes and laughed.

"Your an ass" I giggled.

"You sure? I think that's you" he said shoving pancakes in his mouth.

"I'm positive. Now eat your pancakes and I'm gonna go shower and change so I can meet Matt somewhere or wherever he wants to go" I walked up the stairs and into my bedroom and grabbed clothes. I went into the bathroom and realized the huge blood stain was never cleaned up. "Shit" I mumbled to myself. I looked in the cabinet and saw bleach. I poured some on the blood and turned the water on and got in. Once I got out I put on a sun dress that was yellow and white. The scars were slowly fading away and you could barley see them so I decided that I wouldn't wear anything over the dress. I put my hair in a braid and finished cleaning the floor. I put on some white vans and did my makeup. Cameron and everyone got really pissed at me when I put a lot on. I put on mascara, and natural makeup. I went downstairs to see Cameron rummaging my kitchen.

"Hey" I laughed.

"Oh hey. I was looking for water or something to drink."

I laughed "c'mon. I'll buy you Dunkin donuts after I get done with Matt."

He squealed for the second time this morning. I laughed at him. My phone rang.

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A/n

Can I get a hoo yeah. Ahaha😂😂 oh shit I kill myself sometimes. I have been saying that a lot. I want to know what "smh" means really bad but anyway.

Hah cliff hanger. Boom. Who's calling I wonder who..

I am literally obsessed with Shawn's Ep. Like I got it when it first came out but I love it and stuff and the song Chandelier by Sia. Lord all mighty. But school starts tomorrow poo... so I might not update a lot I shall try and there's a surprise in the next chapter so be ready.