Why like this? (Matthew Espinosa)

I missed you.

Taylor's POV:

I waited for Gracie to get back from the store. I decided to get some water. I slowly moved my self to the sink. I looked in my cabinet and saw the medicine I bought. It's so I don't get hungry. I took one and walked slowly over to the couch and fell asleep.

Gracie's POV:

I was walking to my car when I got a phone call from Cameron.

G: hello

C:hey me and Gilinsky are coming to Virginia. Will you pick us up

G: yeah. Can I bring Taylor. She needs to get put of the house.

C: yeah. We just boarded. Well be there in like 2 hours

G: ok. I'll get Taylor ready and see you soon

And with that I hung up. I drove to Taylor's apartment and saw her staring at the tv.

"Hey. Cameron and jack are flying in. He wanted you to come with me to pick them up so you could get out of the house" I lied to her.

"Ok. I'll change and put on make up" she said quietly. She slowly made her way into her room and shut the door. I could see the pain flowing through her body with her movement.

Taylor's POV:

I stepped in the shower I washed my face and hair and body and let the hot water hit my skin.

I had so many things going through my mind I couldn't think straight.

I slipped on shorts and a sweatshirt not caring it was below 30 out. I put on my combat boots and did my make up. I put my hair in a bun and grabbed my headphones and phone and met Gracie in the living room.

"Ready?" She asked.

"Yep" I said walking to the car. A tear slid down my cheek as I wiped it away.

Matts POV:

I was in my room with Carter and Nash. I stared at my phone. I regret breaking up with Taylor. I regret what I said about her to Cam. She probably a wreck. Crying, only wearing a sweatshirt and spandex. I killed her happiness. I went on twitter and searched her name. She popped up she only had like 1k followers.

'Honestly I don't understand my purpose in life anymore. I feel like I'm nothing' she said that 5 minutes ago.

I followed her and turned on her notifications. Suddenly I got another tweet from her.

'Airports make me sad'

"I gotta go to the bathroom" I mumbled to the guys before leaving to use the restroom.

I slid down the wall and started crying. I couldn't get her back. I wanted to hold her in my arms and kiss her and tell her everything is gonna be alright.

Taylor's POV:

We were walking through the airport to Cameron's thing when I got a twitter alert.

Matt followed me. A lump formed in my throat. I followed him back before sliding my phone in my pocket.

"Tay are you ok" Gracie asked.

I shrugged "I'm fine. Just hurt I guess"

She pulled me into a hug as I cried into her shoulder.

"Flight 206 is landing" the women said.

I wiped my eyes as Gracie walked to the gates.

I saw Cameron. I slumped down in my chair staring at my phone. Matt tweeted

'Im so stupid for hurting you'

I retweeted it when I heard Cameron.

"TAYLOR"He yelled.

I jumped into his arms in comfort crying. We stayed like this for a good 5 minutes.

"Well we should go" jack said.

Cameron put his arm over my shoulder as we all walked to the bag pickup place.

The boys got there suit cases as we all drove back to my apartment.

Jack was giving directions to Gracie to find his cousins house. Little did he know that's me. It's been so long we didn't recognize eachother. Jack and my brother stayed in touch but we didn't.

He read the address off his phone. I spoke up

"That's my house" I said quietly.

"Wait. Your Taylor smith. My cousin and your brother jack" he was so confused.

I laughed the best I could "yeah"

"Oh my god Taylor" he yelled hugging me.

I smiled.

"I missed you" he said.

"I missed you too"

"I was talking to your brother about you but I hadn't seen you in long. It's crazy. Where's your best friend. The one who would hang out with me and jack and jack and you" he asked.

I pointed to Gracie and laughed.

"Oh my god. This is crazy." He said.

I laughed.

"So why are you so upset" he asked.

I remembered everything. I started crying again.

Cameron cradled me in his arms

"Matt broke up with her" cam said.

"Espinosa. The dinosaur"

He nodded.

"Oh my god. What the frick" he said.

Cameron's POV:

It killed me inside to watch Taylor this hurt. She cried and cried. I looked at jack who was texting someone. I glanced over and saw 'Matthew' written on the screen.

I kissed Taylor's forehead as she took deep breaths. Her eyes were so shiny.

"I'm gonna get gas" Gracie said.

We nodded.

"I'm thirsty" jack said.

"Go get water then dude" I laughed.

"True. Wanna come?" He asked.

"Sure." I set Taylor down before I kissed her forehead and walked inside.

Taylor's POV:

I climbed into the front seat plugging my head phones in. I turned on 'Say something' and looked out the window.