Why like this? (Matthew Espinosa)

Skinny.

Matts POV:

I was lying in bed scanning through Twitter to do a YouTube video. I started to set up my camera when Bart came in.

"Hey Matt. We're having a meeting downstairs" he said before leaving.

I nodded and left the room.

"Hey boys. We have been doing so good on tour so I figured you all deserved a break." He smiled taking a pause "you get to go home. Your gonna go home for 2-3 weeks come back and we will continue."

Everyone was so happy. My stomach dropped. I smiled and nodded my head.

I slowly walked back to my room. I felt eyes on me as my head hung low and tears escaped from my eyes. I had to see her. I was gonna see Taylor. I just know it.

Cameron is probably with her right now comforting her and making her feel better from the state I put her in. I ruined this beautiful girl I promised to watch and and care for. I put her in such high hopes and made promises I couldn't keep just to break them. I ruined our future chances together. I ruined her beautiful smile that probably never shows. Her eyes don't light up the same way they used to when she would see me walking to her. She's probably just sobbing on Cameron's shoulder, as he rubs her back making her feel the way she should on a cold rainy crappy day in Virginia. Warm and cozy. Before they got there she was probably cold and broken.

I killed a beautiful flower.

Cameron's POV:

I held Taylor in my arms as she slept. We were watching girl meets worlds and she must have cried herself to sleep. My shirt was somewhat soaked and makeup stains all over it. She's probably gonna feel horrible for that. Make her feel even worse.

I frowned. I had a headache slowly approaching my head I sighed. Taylor lifted her head and looked at me.

"I have a headache" she said.

"Same" I smiled.

I picked her up and set her down. She pointed.

"Theres Advil over there"

"Ok." I nodded my head.

I was looking when I came across a bottle. They were pills so you didn't get hungry. People take those to loose weight. Why did she have these. I pushed it to the back of my mind and grabbed the Advil and water. I walked back to Taylor who smiled. She took two and wrapped herself in a blanket. Jack and Gracie were at the store getting food considering Taylor didn't have any.

"Hey Tay. I have to go to the bathroom" I frowned.

"Ok" she smiled.

Taylor's POV:

I was so hungry. I needed cam to leave the room.

"Hey Tay. I need to go to the bathroom" he said.

"Ok" I smiled. Finally.

Once he got to the restroom I walked to the kitchen pulled out two pills and cupped them in my hand. I walked over to the couch and drank some water.

Cameron's POV:

As I was walking out of the bathroom I saw Taylor put something in her mouth and wash it down with water.

"What did you just take?" I asked her. I tried not to raise my voice at her considering she was already so hurt at Matt.

"My medicine" she smiled.

"I didn't know you took medicine" I frowned.

"Yeah. I mean. It's not prescribed." She said.

I nodded. "What's it for"

"Nothing important" she said putting her attention back on the tv.

I walked over to the Taylor and sat next to her, I put my arm around her and pulled her next to me.

"You look skinny" I said.

Taylor's POV:

"You look skinny" Cameron said.

I swallowed. "Um I'm not sure why"

"When was the last time you ate" he asked.

"I don't know." I said. I wanted to end the conversation.

"Has it been a long-" he started but was cut off by Gracie and jack walking into the apartment.

"Hey. We're back" she mumbled.

"I think they know" jack said.

"Shut up" she mumbled.

Matts POV:

I started packing my stuff in my suitcase when Nash and carter came in.

"Hey Matt. So I was thinking when we get back we should have a party and invite like Taylor and people from school to come" Nash said.

"Yeah man. It would cool. I mean. Unless you don't feel like we don't have too" carter said.

"Nah. It sounds fun. I'm down. Have you talked to Cameron" I asked.

"No. He should be on board though. He likes party's" carter said.

"Yahhh" Nash said. I nodded. "Alright. Sounds good." I said.

They walked out and I continued packing.

I thought more about Taylor.