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no matter what i do in life it's always going to end bad.
don't worry that is for later. but i'm right, no matter what happens there's always a problem.
"let's go." dally said as i entered the car. "where are we going?" i asked. dally seemed tense, angry too. he didn't answer me "hello?" i said.
"hello can you fucken answer me?" i yelled. the cars was going to the left side and right. "dally stop!" i yelled again, "stop!" dally quickly stopped and turned to me and yelled, "what!"
i smelled his breathe and quickly got out of the car. "where you going?" dally yelled getting out of the car. i ignored and kept walking away. "hey!" dally said grabbing my arm tight.
"i'm going home!" i said making him grab my arm tight. "no why?" he asked. i turned around and yelled, "you're fucken drunk! we could've died, i could've died!"
he let go of my arm and said, "hey i can do what ever i fucken want! you don't fucken tell me what do!" "i know that! but as your girlfriend i want you safe!"
he looked at me and scoffed. "bye." "just leave me alone for now. bye." i said walking away as he did too. i left pissed off, i ran home and quickly stopped to rest. i then saw the socs. "fuck!" i said under my breathe.
i ran as fast as i can when i saw soda leaving, "soda wait!" soda turned around and saw the car. i finally got to him and hid behind him. "hey we want to talk your sister!" bob said getting close to soda.
soda looked at me then at bob. "why don't you say it while i'm here?" he said. bob looked at me and said, "there's going to be trouble coming your damn way, you won't see when it comes though." bob said as he left and took off with his car.
i turned to soda and hugged him. "first dally, then this!" i softly said still hugging him. "it's ok. let's go inside, everything will be ight."
a week has gone by, dally and i haven't been seeing each other. i just stayed in my room and only came out when i had to take a shit or eat. food is life, and i can't hold in my shit.
it was finally time for me to go outside and get some sun cause i look like a fucken vampire. i got my shirt and beanie and headed outside to the park.
i got on the swing and just sat there. i didn't think of much at all, only saw kids play around and be innocent. not all kids are innocent though, some grow up to either survive or be tough and get away from there own problems.
i did that a lot of times. i would run away from the lady who took care of me but i would always come back because i wasn't ready to be tough or grow up.
"hey." i heard i familiar voice i turned around to see dally. "what do you want?" i said getting up. "i'm sorry bout getting drunk."
i looked at him and said, "i wasn't mad bout that, look it's hard to explain but, you can't drink a lot when you know that you're going drive the damn car! you could kill anyone or yourself!"
dally looked sad as if he was going to cry. "dally?" i said holding his hand then tracing my finger on his jawline. "i don't want to lose you." he said crying. i wiped his tear and hugged him. i didn't ask why he said that, i just hugged him.
i don't want to lose him either. he showed me how to protect myself even though i can't fucken hurt abigail he showed me how to use a gun and a switchblade the proper way.
i put his head against mine and looked at his eyes and said "i don't know what i'll do without you dally." he hugged and lifted me up and put me down. "let's go walk ." dally said.
we sat down on a hill. it was quiet, and a little breezy but it's ok because it feels right. "dally?" i asked. "yeah darlin'." he said. i looked at my hands and said, "don't keep a secret from me."
i know he isn't but i'm just making sure. we had our first fight m, while he was drunk so i don't what he did after i left. "i won't." he said.
i took out my pinkie, he laughed and took out his. "pinky promise?" i said. "pinky promise."
it was finally getting dark and we decided to go home. "i don't care! i thought you liked me!" a girl said yelling. dally and i then saw it was marcia and johnny arguing.
"i don't like you i'm sorry then!" johnny yelled, marcia then slapped him and took off. "you ok there johnny?" dally asked. i noticed johnny looked at me the whole time, "yeah, it's good."
"see ya." dally said giving me a kiss and saying bye to johnny. "you sure you ok?" i told johnny as we both entered the house. "yup, just glad to be talking to you again." he said and sat on the couch.
we sat down and watched mickey, our old friendship is thriving again.
