A whisper of my heart

Completely lost

I've already been
looking at my puffy eyes
For hours now
Trying to solve me
And yelling at myself
To stop crying
But there's something happening in me
That I can't fight with
I just can't

watching my lips shivering
And my fingers shaking
I stop writing
And start to calm down
Peace take over
When suddenly another tear roll down my face
And I yell

Enough, I'm tired
Tired of trying to stop crying
broken
I'm falling to my knees
praying for a peace in my soul

Please
I can't do this anymore

Depressed and scared
I'm slowly starting to close my eyes

Please take me somewhere I can breathe again

Whoever you are

I'm now ready to believe in angels