A whisper of my heart

Always a mess

I'm looking at my solved face, hands and fingers
Maybe it's happiness that scares me
I was trying hard to make me happy
And now I'm one step from burning all of it
Even the songs are quicker
I feel them differently
Does it mean I'm getting better ?
I guess I'll hide under my bed
I'm scared of how well it can get
Just because it used to be so bad

I realize I know nothing
So why am I acting like I know everything?