A whisper of my heart

Process that I admire the most, process of healing

It's the 3th of December 2018
and I'm on my way to heal.

There's been many smiles and there's been many happy moments.

But before that.

I had to had reached my own rock-bottom.
I had failed a million times.
The life had brought me to my knees. So I could have gotten eyes that can see what I can see now. Because I see the world differently. I had changed. I had learned.

But what I didn't actually realized after my break down. And after the long healing process that had come with it.
Is that, it will come again. I'll break down. I'll reach the rock-bottom again and again. But in a different situation and with a different problem, a different fear or pain. And I will feel miserable.
I will cry constantly for weeks. Because that's what comes with a life.
That's the hard times that form us.
But our way of how we look at the pain is the only thing we can manage and change whenever we want to.
That's what really shows us who we are.

Are you going to let that pain makes you angry and upset about life?

Or..

Are you going to take that pain and change it into an art, a song or a book of poetry?

That's how we change our lives.
That's the only way how to do it.
By thinking.

And thinking positively.