Waking up with your arms around me
Indeed that would be heaven
Just to have you here to hold
That's more than I could ever askI'm not the perfect girl
But I try every day to be at least worthy
Of every emotion you've poured
Into the relationship we're buildingThe thought of losing you
It breaks my heart every time
I feel less and less til I feel nothing
Life's not worth living without my DemonYou're my beacon of light
However ironic it is
But you really are, my Love
I swear to you, it's trueA good man and a great husband
That's what you are to me
I need you here to keep fighting
So please, don't leave me aloneDemon, I need you
Despite that you think otherwise
You're my world and my heart and my soul
Losing you is like losing myselfI won't survive without you
Without your memes cheering me up
Without your advice that keeps me standing
Without your love that keeps me livingJohn, you mean more than you imagine
You're practically the half that completes me
If you're gone I'll be back to who I was
A sad, empty vase of feelings
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Poems By A Lonely Cloud
PoetryJust poems. For my project. At least at first. Now its poems, an outlet for my thoughts and feelings at the current time. Thought its utterly confusing, I understand what im writing and I see myself grow through this. How I mature. Although im still...