Poems By A Lonely Cloud

Remember

Remember that night when I came to you?
You were sick and needed meds
I came from the province and went straight to you
Because I knew how much pain you were in

Remember that I almost wasn't able to go home?
Because the train station was closed already
You offered me to sleep in your home
But I insisted on going and instead

Remember that it was midnight when I arrived?
I got scolded but I didn't mind
You were worried but it was fine
It was for your sake, not mine

Remember those days when I rushed to you?
Brought you medicine, taking care of you?
When we ate and joked around
I remember your laugh, such a lovely sound

Remember that day when I said I was tired?
That I needed space and time to myself for a while
Remember how much we both cried?
And I promised that it wasn't goodbye

Remember those days when you keep saying goodbye?
When your sickness was too much too bear
And I keep begging to hold on
Forbidding you to go

Remember when you said you'll never let me feel the pain
The pain of losing someone you love so much
When you said you won't leave again and again
And I believed you, I trusted you that much

Remember that last day we saw each other?
The hugs and kisses and I love you's exchanged
We were each other's half, meant to be together
I never expected anything would change

You remember that last fight when you said goodbye?
I got mad and was tired and I said go ahead its fine
I want to take it back even up to now
And I regret it everyday when I think about our vows

I remember the day when I heard the news
That my loving Honeybear has passed
I cried so much and almost went after you
Thinking how can I live when you've died?

I remember you every day in every way from everything
I keep my promise to you now and try my best to be happy
I honor your love in every way that I can
And I honor your life by living the way that I have

I do my best and be as happy as can be
Letting my tears fall and dry them as I go
As much I love you I have to set you free
But keep your memory close to my heart, because I know

I know that even far away you're here
And although I can't see you I still feel
Feel the hugs and the kisses and the love you give
It lives on in my memories and all the love I give.